GOODBYE 2008, HELLO 2009.

It's the last day of 2008 and I must say, it was the second best year of my life. (=

I had an 'illegal' relationship, started hookahing and tried some other 'bad' stuff, cut class more than I count, some how managed to make it to senior year, is half way through senior year, joined the dance team and is actually sticking to it, had the worst birthday of my life, got stoned/drunk all in the same night (TWICE!), lost friendships, rekindled old friendships, and made new friendships along the way. I stepped out of my box this year and I'm really glad that I did. If not, I wouldn't have met my new best friend, Jonathan Michael Viloria Inigo ;]

With the upcoming year, I have 4 months left of high school and 6 months til graduation. Let's make this year the best we'll ever have. Cause this year, it's MY year ;D

BITCH LADY.

Today didn't go as I expected, but it actually turned out to be a pretty good day. Cheffeh, Jay Aye, and DFizz picked me up around 10:30. I had to go to the bank, so Jeff dropped me off while he put gas. When I got back in the car, they were all laughing. I noticed my bag was flipped over so when I looked inside, there was a pad xp It took me 40 seconds to notice. It's one of those you-had-to-be-there moments. So on our way to Ala Moana, Jordan was telling us a story about hiking in Kunia. And how some 'bitch lady' called the cops on him x] Made it to Alas in about 20 minutes. Jeff was driving like a maniac ;P While we were at the light, he noticed his hazard lights were on. We told him it's been on since Waipahu and he went ballistic! Which it wasn't, Jordan was just messing with him. So like, Jordan met up with some guy he met on the internet (I know right, what the fuck?), and he bought new lens for his camera. In the meantime, we were looking at hair extensions in the display window of Bellas 2. Yeah, so not happening.

Afterwards, went to Jamba Juice. Daniel gave me and Jordan a 'buy one get one free' coupon. We were all arguing about who was getting the free ones and who had to pay! I ended up paying -__- Decided to kill time and go to Pearls. Finished up my Christmas shopping. Met up with Kassey and Bryant at Borders. Talked to Kassey about secret ;( Went our separate way. I bought a beanie from Prototype. So while we were in there, Daniel says, "This store is too gangster for me." All of us were starving so we decided it was time to eat. Went to Genki in Waiau. Bitch lady took forever to seat us! While everyone ate 6 plates, I only ate 3. But hey, I paid half the price they did ;]

Headed to Ewa Beach to pick up Katrina cause she was with Ezra at Sears ;P Dropped off Daniel to work. Then dropped Jordan home. And then Katrina to her singing lessons. Went to Wally World. (= I bought some pretty random stuff. Had half an hour left, so me and Jeff just parked outside and talked about after high school, 10th/20th/25th high school reunion, etc. Got home around 6. Talked to boyfriend for a little while. And now I'm watching Bromance.

AFTER CHRISTMAS SHOPPING.

So I finally started and actually finished my Christmas shopping for my girls + boyfriend. Thank god for gift cards ;] Anyways, work was really slow today, like really -__- Got a few visits from friends, not gonna say any names. Ended work at 6, then went to meet up with Esther Claire at Forever 21. Went shopping for a little while. I swear, we were in Prototype for forever and a day tryna find a Christmas gift for boyfriend ;P

Once we were done, MB picked us up then we went to go meet up with Paula Mae. Went walking around the mall, seen like the entire gay nation, no joke! Bought myself a white studded belt from Pac Sun. (= Christine and Justin met up with us. Then around 8, we ate at CPK. Kassey was supposed to come but her parents weren't letting her ;( Even though half the girls were missing, we made do with what we had. Dinner was great. Shared a bunch of laughs amongst ourselves. Around 9:30, Esther Claire had to get home. Dropped her off first, then MB took me home. I miss having our long deep conversations in her car ;] Break is finally starting to turn around. Now that the holidays are basically over, no more hectic work schedules, no more long lines, no more rude customers, no more late night closing. Less time for work, more time for play ;D

ISLAND WIDE POWER OUTAGE.

Last night was so uncalled for! But on the bright side, I got my new camera ;] Woke up around 10ish then got ready to go after Christmas shopping with the family. I swear, I am never going shopping the day after Christmas ever again! People tryna exchange stuff, people tryna return stuff, people doing last minute Christmas shopping, people just going shopping, and people with no lives to spend countless hours at the mall with their friends. It took half an hour to find parking. Seriously, are you kidding me? Stopped by work to see if my paycheck came in, yeah it so didn't -__- Talked to Jayanne and Mary for a bit. Then met up with the family. Had lunch at Farrells. (=

Didn't wanna stand in any long lines or deal with irritating people, so we left and went to Best Buy. We found parking like nothing ;] But right when we got out of the car, it started pouring -__- I walked in, bought my camera & a camera case + the 2 year warranty, then walked out ;P Afterwards, went to T-Mobile to get my grandma a new phone. Stayed in the car with the kids. Talked to boyfriend for the time being. Was supposed to Costco, but everybody was tired so we just went home.

Slept for an hour, then boyfriend called me and told me to get ready. Showered and got ready, then waited for Kristine's call. While I was sitting outside on my truck, lighting flashed and then my whole street blacked out x] I was thinking, "Yeah, we're so not going city lights." Kristine picked me up around 6:30 then we headed to Pearls to meet up with Jayanne. We get there and all the lights are off. There were cops everywhere tryna let everybody out but I'm pretty sure there were some people who stole stuff by then ;P Went in the mall looking for Jayanne, no luck. We ended up getting stuck on the top floor with no cell phone service, no car, and for me no paycheck -__-

Luckily, we found a stairs to get back to the bottom floor. Sat in the car for about 10 minutes listening to the radio. All the radio stations combined together ;P Decided to just go home cause apparently the only place on the island that has power is Kapolei, Makakilo, and Nanakuli. Lucky them. Listened to the radio for the rest of the ride home. I swear, people ask the most dumbest questions ever! And then the radio people were saying that the electricity won't be on for a while. WELL DUH! There was this one guy who called the radio and was saying how he's scared of the black out cause he might get raped x] Stupid people I tell you, haha. Took a short cut in Pearl City. For an hour ride, we made home in 20 ;] Got home and I finally got service my on phone! Cooked dinner on the gas stove, then stayed in my room for the remainder of the night. Talked to my so called 'gay best friend' for about an hour. Caught up on everything that's been going on these past what, 2 months? Started to fall asleep, and then boyfriend calls ;D Talked to him til I fell asleep. What a day.

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

This year didn't feel like Christmas at all, but I still made the best of it ;] Worked a full shift yesterday from 11-7. There was an incident that occurred in the back of the store while I was on my lunch. Pretty messed up shit ;| Was supposed to get off at 7, but due to stupid people doing last minutes Christmas shopping we didn't get off til 7:15. After work, headed to my grandma's house in Ewa by Gentry. Pretty much the whole family was already there. Waited for me and my dad them to start dinner. Had shrimp scampi and mochi for dessert, mmm ;] Played Christmas games, 'attempted' to take a family photo, me and my brother fought over baby AV ;P It was a night to remember. It made me realize how MIA I've been from my dad's side of the family ;( Around 10:30, Chelsie dropped me off home. Called boyfriend and talk to him til Christmas morning ^,^

Woke up around 10ish. It felt good to finally sleep in after a long week of work -__- Texted everybody wishing them a Merry Christmas, then showered and got ready. Headed to my aunty's house in the Renaissance, usual family tradition. Played Rockband with the family as we waited for the food to cook. Finally ate around noon. Afterwards, opened Christmas gifts. I've learned not to expect anything because I really don't expect anything. Spending time with my family is the most I could ask for. I was actually surprised at the gifts I recieved ;D AND, I'm buying my new camera tomorrow! YAY ME ^,^ Okay, back on subject. After opening all the presents, watched 'Because I Said So' with my mom. Then baked M&M brownies with the cousins. Took a shitload of pictures on Photobooth as we waited for the brownies to bake ;P I fell asleep while watching 'The Dark Knight' with my brother. Woke up around 6 and mom bought food from Zippy's. To end the night, watched 'This Christmas' with the family. Twas a good Christmas indeed. (=

ONE WEEK TIL THE NEW YEAR! ;]

BACK IN ACTION.

It's the day before Christmas Eve and I have yet to start on my Christmas shopping ;P Sorry everybody! I don't get paid til Friday -__- But yeah, with everything going on this past week, I can officially say that I am grudge-free and pretty satisfied with my life ;] I had a talk with Jay Aye and RJay last night on AIM. I swear, for two idiots they sure know how to brighten up a guy's day. Anyways, 8 hour shift tomorrow! And then family dinner with my dad's side. I miss them ;(

BAD PERSON.

You're plastic. You're a bitch. You're a failure. You're a bad influence. You're every bad thing you can possibly say about you. You're good for nothing. You're hopeless. You sit around waiting, wishing, wanting someone you can never have. You point out other people's flaws because you can't face your own. You make fun of other people to make yourself feel better. You're jealous. You can't except the fact that there's other people who are better than you. You always have to be the center of attention. You go around smiling, pretending like nothings wrong, when in your world, everything is upside down. You're an outsider trying to find a way in. You try so hard to be like everyone else, when in reality you will always be an outcast. You have issues. You are the issue. You say one thing, but do another. You will never be good enough, period. YOU YOU YOU! IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT YOU..

I am my own worst enemy ;(

GRUDGES.

You can never hold onto a grudge forever. Like the one I'm holding on to now, I know I'm gonna have to let it go soon. Reason one, it's the holidays. Reason two, it's almost a new year. And reason three, I see this person 5 days-out-of-the-week. What other choice do I have?

I just wish things didn't have to be the way they are.
YOU > I.

WINTER BREAK.

1st semester is finally over. But on the not so bright side, I'm half way through senior year ;( This break I have to make the biggest decisions of my life. Well, this week must have been the most stressing week of my life! Good news is, I passed my final exam for sociology ^,^ Physics? TOTAL BULLSHIT. I don't even wanna talk about that class -__-

Anyways, yesterday was the last day of school. NOT A GOOD DAY AT ALL. I was having my 'boy' period. 1st period, pretty much sat around with Jeff and Jay Aye. I'm gonna miss having that kid in my class ;( Stayed in yearbook for 2nd. Realized a lot of shit, wasn't in the mood to deal with anything anymore. Listened to my i-pod for the rest of the period. Mom picked me up at lunch. She gave me even more shit. Told her to drop me off at Adriel's house. Fell asleep listening to my i-pod. Nikki came over. Then Ea and Sean. Decided to go to the pool. Blake met us there. Went swimming for a bit, then Meeetcho calls asking if me and Ea wanna..SECRET ;] Did our business. Underclassmen were being assholes, got me even more irritated. Bought pasta and played gold fish while we waited ;P I swear, we were like savages fighting over the damn food x] Left around 4:30. Had to go home and get ready for girls night. Sean dropped everybody off home.

Come to find out, there were many complications going on about girls night. Only half the group ended up going out -__- Paula, Ea, and Emil picked me up. Then we headed to MB's house. She had to drop RJay off to work, so our meeting spot was at Starbucks. Met up with Christine, Justin, and baby Khysten Micheal. Waited for MB, then me and Ea jumped in her car. Went to Pearls. Me, MB, and Ea decided to skip the movie. Went to go eat at Panda's. Talked about 'after' highschool ;( Went 'shopping' afterwards ;] So while we were in Prototype, there were these perves checking out MB and Ea. Even after we left the store, they were still following! So they put their arms around mines ;P And then we were at Cookie Corner, and this total stranger comes up to me and askes, "Eh, does you friend have a boyfriend?" He was talking about Ea. I was all like, "Yeah." Then he says, "Damn. Well, tell her she's beautiful." HAHAHA x] Boys nowadays have no respect whatsoever for girls. Afterwards, went to get Starbucks. Waited for Paulamae to get me and Ea. Around 11, MB comes back to pick us up cause she needed me to drop RJay's car off to work since she had to pick up her mom. I swear we were going 80 in a 30 mph zone ;P Got home around 11:45. Talked to boyfriend ;D Bwahaha. (=

Woke up late today -__- Mom's was telling me to hurry up and get ready for the funeral. I was lazy so I told her I'll just catch the bus to work. I missed the 42 by like 30 seconds. Ended up taking the E, not knowing it doesn't go to Pearls! I ended up going to Ala Moana. Called my best friend and was complaining to him ;P I ended up working from 1-6. I'm starting to like work. (=

PS: Sorry to all my friends, but you're Christmas presents won't be given to you until after Christmas.

SLACKING.

Since I never got to blog last night, I'll talk about yesterday first. Kassey picked me up around 7:30. Went to Star Market and 7-11 before we went to school. Basically just cleaned up the classroom during 1st period. Did a practice final exam during 2nd. Performed for the Japanese visitors during lunch ;] Although we had so little space to dance, we made do with what we had. Decided not to go to 3rd period. So me, Raena, Jonathan, Adriel, and Aiza asked Sean if we could borrow his truck. Went to my house to change clothes and then stopped by Aiza's house. Picked up Sean at noon so that he could take his cousin home.

Afterwards, he dropped me off to Calvin's house since MB was begging me to come over ;P Had a short hookah session. I just wasn't feeling it. Before we headed back to school, me, MB, and Esther Claire went to go buy food for our party after school. Something happened along the way -__- After school, set up the chairs and stuff. Picked up the pizza then went to go buy plates and forks. When we got back, drama happened. Around 4, we finally started eating! Food was delicious ;] Had a bonding moment with the seniors. Everyone was pretty much cliqued by their grade level. Around 5:30, we cleaned up and left. Got home, took a shower, then got ready to go shopping with Mallory. She picked me up around 7 then we headed to Pearls. Walked around trying to find gifts for people, or at least she was. Headed to Waipio to eat at Zippy's. Ikaika was working. Got home around 10:30 and talked to my best friend til I fell asleep. (=

Today was a short day for me ;P Kassey picked me up around the same time, then we went to go get mommy coojah. Waited in the parking lot for Paula and Ea to come to school. Got a text from Ea asking if I was in school. So we decided to go pick her up. Didn't feel like going 1st, so we went to Zippy's. Me and Ea were craving musubi's, so we went to 7-11. Took my final exam for sociology. I think I bombed it -__- Kickbacked in yearbook during lunch. Afterwards, dug out with Kassey, Ea, and Christian. Went walking around Ala Moana. I have work later tonight, til later.

FLASH FLOOD WARNING.

So for the past three days, mother nature has been a total bitch! One minute it's hot and sunny, the next it's freezing cold and then a rain storm happens. Anyways, just got home from Esther's birthday dinner. It sucks that none of the girls were there ;( Sean picked me up around 6 with Jeff, then we headed to Sizzlers in Aiea. Got there just in time for reservations. There was about 15 of us in all. Dinner was quite fulfilling. I got the Shrimp, Shrimp, Shrimp! ;] Had an interesting talk about dance. Don't we always? After dinner, we went to Toys R Us to kill time. Mailyn was working. She was surprised and shame when she seen us! Walked around for Chirstmas gifts ;P Realized our started in 10 minutes, so Eric paid for his nerf gun then we headed to Pearls. We watched 4 Christmases. So while we were waiting for Esther to take out money, we were staring at this movie poster. Justin askes, "What's that movie about?" I replied, "I think it's about a unicorn." It's one of those you-had-to-be-there moments. The movie was alright. I think if it was longer then it would've been better. After the movies, everybody decided to go home.

ALL NIGHTER.

It's currently 6AM and I've been up since 10 yesterday morning. I'm running on 2 cans of Pepsi and I absolutely despise soda! Today's gonna be a looooong day -__- On the bright side, at least I finished all of my missing work ^__^ Mmk, gonna cook me some breakfast. Then shower and get ready for school ;P

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY.

So I wake up today to the sound of rain pouring outside. It's beyond rain, it's a whole storm -__- I look at my alarm clock to check what time it was, and what do you know? The power went out sometime during the night so my alarm clock restarted! Got a call from Meeetcho asking if I was going school. Yeah, it's pretty obvious what my answer was. Then I called my BFFN to ask if he was going school. Poor kid, his mom said he had to go to school. I'm actually kind of glad it's raining, I got to sleep in. 11 hours to be exact! Well it makes up for the 5+ hours of sleep I've been getting this week. Plus, I have a shitload of missing work due by tomorrow. I guess I'll get started after I'm done blogging.

Yesterday was a pretty good day. Did the usual morning routine. Got to school right when the bell rang. Then half way to J-Building, Kassey says she doesn't wanna go to 1st period cause she doesn't know where to go since she's the only one in her class who didn't go to the field trip. So me, her, and Ea went to eat at Zippy's. At least it gave me time to finish my crossword puzzle for physics. When we got back to the parking lot, there was no parking whatsoever. So we made our own ;] Meeetcho and Roose pull in after. So we sat in their van til the bell rang. Ended up being late to 2nd period. Well it's not like we do anything anyways. Kickbacked in yearbook during lunch, the usual. Looked at hoss election pictures ;P

3rd period wasn't so bad. Switched crossword puzzles with someone and had to solve their's. That's about it. 4th period, I seriously don't see the point in going to the class! All we do is sit around either listening to our teacher blab on about who know's what? Or we listen to some guy on the tv reading our book out loud. Either way it's pointless. After school went with MB, Esther Claire, and Kelly Ann to Esther's house and Mickey D's. When we were waiting at the light, there were these 2 intermediate girls pressing the button to cross, when it already said crossing. Idiots I tell you! ;P Got back to school and all of us were making ourself 'pretty' for the yearbook picture ;] We actually got a lot of stuff done today. Still don't think we'll be ready by the performance on Monday, but we'll pull something out of our asses. Practice ran from 2-6:30. It's actually not so bad staying that late. Afterwards, Sean dropped off Justin to OLPH, then Bree to her parking lot ;], then Jonathan, then Adriel. Stopped by the gas station on the way to my house. Had a deep conversation with Sean about what's been going on lately. He's thinking of joining the dance team next semester ;D So yeah, that's pretty much how my day went.

OH! And the junior/seniors + 1 sophomore of dance team's new phrase is 'OH SHAAAT! it's dangerous -__-'. Bwahaha. (=

EDIT
It's only my 2nd day of work and already I'm tired of it -__- Maybe I feel this way because of the stressful week I've been having? Hmph. Well, gonna continue working on my missing assignments. Probably gonna pull an all-nighter. Hopefully it doesn't rain tomorrow, I actually need to go to school tomorrow. Pfft, as if!

PROCRASTINATION.

It's official, I can't wait to graduate! I hate high school, but I can't wait for college ;] Well duh! I won't have to go to school 8 hours a day, 5 days a week. I'd be able to pick my schedule of when I want to go to school.

So obviously I didn't have a good day at school. Made it to school on time today. Did the usual absolute nothing in 1st period. Talked about financial aid with Rams. Worked on our final project of the semester for sociology. Nobody was in yearbook today for lunch ;( Just a few of us. 3rd period totally ruined my day! Got our so called 'progress report' for physics. I quote, "You don't have any other physics teacher to learn from. You can try taking an easier science course your 5th year in high school." What a bitch right? Tell me not?! Sorry that I missed two weeks of school because I had the flu! Ugh, whatever. Went to Mickey D's with MB and Amy after 3rd. We were 20 minutes late to brit lit. It's not like we were doing anything important anyways.

Decided that I didn't want to go to work tonight due to the fact that I have a shitload of missing work to do. So I called out from work. I'm making it up Thursday and Friday ^__^ Went to dance practice. Did ab work again, except this time it wasn't so intense! And then we went jogging, AGAIN. I'm actually getting better at it. (= Worked on 'Mad' choreography with Esther Claire. It's gonna be sick after we're done with it ;] Ended practice around 5:15. Dropped EC home and then Jonathan. Stopped by RJay's house to grab food. Had the usual deep convo with MB on the way home.

Yeah, so I'm basically taking a break from all the stress! My brain is cramping major right now. I don't know how AP kids can do this shit everyday, cause I can't handle it -__-

PLAID DAY.

To start things off, I wanna say happy birthday to Esther Claire! She's finally caught up with the rest of us ;P So went to school around 9 today. MB picked me up around 8ish, then we went to Foodland to buy Esther Claire cupcakes. Then went to Loco Moco cause her and RJay were hungry. Got to class and pretty much just talked story with the usuals. Me, MB, Esther Claire, and Jay Aye plan jobbed plaid today ;] 2nd period worked on a bookwork, what's new? Kickbacked at yearbook during lunch with the girls. Totally bombed my physics test -__- Actually attempted to do work in 4th period and I finished it!

After school had dance practice. We did abs today ;] AND we went running around the school. Supposed to teach today, BUT I was slacking on making choreography this weekend. What me and Esther have so far is good though ;D So yeah, that was pretty much my day.

13 HOURS.

So yesterday I spent 13 hours of my Saturday with Esther Claire. (= We fund raised free gift wrapping at Border's for yearbook and media. Our shift was from 10AM-4PM with Mama Q. Then we took an hour half break ;P Went to go eat at Genki. Our bill came out to $6! Thanks to Czee ;] Afterwards, we walked around the whole outlet. Bought a drink from Godiva and 20 lumpia's from Alexandra's xp

Around 5:30, headed back to Border's. Jeff, Daniel, Ahndi, and Rams were there. Sat around and laughed at EVERYTHING. We read a book about what white people like, looked at interested hair cuts in magazines, and made our Christmas list of what to get people. So like Ahndi was coughing all over Jeff and Jeff was like, "Ahndi can you not cough on me?! Winterball is around the corner and I don't wanna get sick!" Then Ahndi replied, "I'M CHOKING BETCH!" It was one of those 'you-had-to-be-there' moments.

We ended our gift wrapping session at 10PM and made $149.09 ^__^ Not bad for 12 hours worth! Went out to Zippy's afterwards with Esther Claire, Jeff, and Ahndi. Talked about our college life ;] Got home around 11ish and crashed.

So I start work today. Yes, I am officially a working boy again. (=
Btw, happy birthday Kassey!

TGIF.

First off, there's 10 more days left of the semester! Almost 1/2 way point of senior year and I'm major slacking -__- But I'm slowly getting all of my work turned in ^__^ Emphasize on 'slowly'. So I finally went back to school on Wednesday. After being sick for the past 2 weeks, it's actually nice to be back in school.

Woke up late today due to the fact that I stayed up late to work on my research project. Ended up going to school during lunch. Made up my test for sociology. I was the only one invited to attend the SLC Assembly during 3rd period. Pretty much the whole world was there! Well, except for my best friend that is ;( Pretty much just stood around and talked stories. Now 4th period, all I can say is 'WOW'. Things were different for a change. Since Steez couldn't print out our assignments, we had an oral presentation on any memory of our past. Everyone wanted to hear my 'coming out' story, so I told that one. Who knew that my story would inspire everyone else to share their heartfelt life stories! After school had practice (pretty much had practice all week). Worked on our number for the Japanese performance ;] It's coming along quite great!

Btw, just 20 more days until Christmas!

CHRISTMAS LIST.

Dear Santa & friends,
For Christmas this year, I would like any of the following:

• $$$. (=
  
• Jamba Juice gift cards.
• Genki Sushi gift cards.
• One Tree Hill DVD (seasons 2-6).
  
• XS v-necks from American Apparel.
• Long sleeve plaid shirts.
• Skinny jeans (regular or colored, size 28x28).
• Sleepover w/best friend.
  
• Christmas dinner w/ALL of my girls.
• ABCDJay outing (Genki + movies).
  
• Spend quality time with my boyfriend ;D
  

& if you really love me, you'll get me:

Animal Crossing Wii - $49.99

Canon Powershot - $199.99

Macbook - $999.99