I GUESS THIS IS GOODBYE.

There's a time in every person's life, when they're forced to say goodbye to their best friend.
I guess this is goodbye ;(

BLACK FRIDAY.

What a day. So around 4AM, Jenny calls me and tells me to get ready. Her, Ryan, and Michelle picked me up around 4:30. Picked up Jessica, then headed to Pearls. Got there right when they were opening the doors. None of the stores were open so we decided to eat at Denny's. Kassey and Bryant met up with us there. "Can I get a side order of tape?" (inside joke!) So Michelle's slipper broke, and the worker offered to fix it for her.

Went to go look for new slippers, the line was way too long. So not worth buying a slipper ;] Walked around some more. Ryan, Kassey, and Bryant left. So we ended up shopping some more. I swear we went into Forever 21 like 3 times! Decided to watch Twilight (for the 4th time). Waited in the food court for the theaters to open. Roosevelt met up with us. After the movies, I got extremely cold. Decided to sleep in the van while Michelle, Roosevelt, and Jenny went shopping. Jessica stayed with me. After a while, I had trouble breathing. So I went to the doctors. I swear, I waited 9 hours til my next meal. Doctor said I have the flu -__- So that's pretty much how I spent my day after thanksgiving.

WHAT I'M THANKFUL FOR.

For starters, HAPPY THANKSGIVING! ^,^

I woke up feeling good today. I sent text messages to all my best friends, including my best cuzzo, saying why I'm thankful for them. (= I can't wait for dinner tonight with the family, so til then I'll write short "thank you's" to the people I'm thankful for the most.

My family, my everything. These are the people in life who've seen me transform the most from my spoiled childhood days, through my 'act-out' teenage years, til my almost-graduating-going-out-into-the-real-world self now. I'm thankful for them supporting me my whole life, making sure I have a roof over my head, clothes on my back, food in my mouth, and money for me to spend. Even when I had a job, my parents paid for practically everything. I've learned that no matter who you gain or lose in life, you're family will ALWAYS be there for you, through every mistake you make in life. They're the only people who will NEVER judge you for WHO YOU ARE. Family comes first, always.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. With that being said, I believe we meet the people we do in life not because we want to, but because we're supposed to.

Michelle-Lei, my other half. How do I even begin to explain our 8 years of friendship into one paragraph? If I've learned one thing with her, it's that we can't explain our entire friendship into one sentence ;] I'm thankful for god allowing this friendship to even be possible. That I can have a decent friendship without the lies, the betrayal, and the he said, she said bullshit. For as long as I've known her, we haven't fought once. And that's what I love about her most. She's my other half not only because she's a girl, but because she's interested in everything I'm not, but at the same time we're exactly the same. I know that no matter where life takes us, I know that she's always be there at the end of the road.

Marinelle Marie, my outspoken best friend. I remember like it was just yesterday, being in homeroom together. I wouldn't be the blunt person I am today if it weren't for her. Through all the drama back in intermediate, I wouldn't have survived through all the deep shit without her and the rest of the izzles by my side! Although we've had our 'issues' back in sophomore year, we've learned to overcome those silly ol' games and look passed that. I'm thankful for re-kindled friendships, because everyone deserves a second chance.

Paula Mae, my rooftop sitter. I remember frosh orientation, when I accidentally made a mistake writing her reciept for frosh dues! I'm thankful for her transferring over to Campbell, because if not I wouldn't have an over-achiever-good-naughty-girl best friend like her. She's my idol of why I go to school everyday ;] Whenever I'm having a bad day, she's there to help cheer me up. Cause that's just the kind of person she is, she's a smart girl with a big heart and wise words to come up with it.

Michelle Ea, the other Michelle. Just like Paula, I'm thankful for her transferring over to Campbell. We were never close until junior year. But I'm thankful for every drunk or sober thing we've ever done together. Like that one time at the twin's hotel party when we got ____, and then we got _____, and then we ended up _________! Good times, good times. But most of all, when I was having a mental break down that one time at dance, you were the one who sat down with me and talked me through everything. Oh, and then took me home afterwards. (=

Mallory & Mashwelle, my MSquared. I'm thankful to have worked at BR, because if I haven't I wouldn't have met you two. Even though we live our different lives now, we always seem to find time for each other. We've been through a lot this year, and I'm glad to have shared that with you two. Despite my age difference, you two made sacrifices and founds things to do around it since I'm not legal yet ;P And I love you guys for that!

Kassey, Jenny, & Jessica. I know we spent all summer together, and totally drifted once senior year took place. But I'm glad we're finally spending more time together again. I'm thankful for every ride I've ever gotten from you guys. You guys never leave anyone behind, cause that's just the kind of people you are. Kassey, I'm thankful that this year is a drama-free year for you. Jenny, I'm thankful for your baby and I'm honored to be an uncle. Jessica, I'm thankful that somehow I always end up as your date for date night.

Esther Claire, Christine, & Lisa. Esther, I'm thankful for our dancing talent and because of it, we're compatible to work as dance partners. Christine, I'm thankful for your 'uniqueness' and you never fail to make me laugh with everything you say. Lisa, I'm thankful for your 'blonde' moments and to be friends with someone as caring as yourself.

Jonathan Michael Viloria Inigio, my BFFN. I'm thankful to have joined dance team this year and met someone like you who is as sarcastic as me. I know it's hard being friends with someone like me, especially since people talk, but I'm glad you set that aside just to be my friend. Through all the jokes, and secrets, and shit talking, I'm thankful to have shared all of that with you. You really are the best friend anyone can ask for.

RJay & Roosevelt, my 'R' boys. I'm thankful to have guy friends like you, who see past all the judgement and treat me no different than any other guy friend. Whenever I have boy issues with a certain someone, you two always take the time to listen to what I have to say. You two are different in many ways, but you two care just the same.

Katarina, my homey. The most down-to-earth girl I have ever met. She's the reason I got through frosh year. I'm thankful for our friendship because even if we don't spend as much time together anymore like before, I know I can still count on her. And because she's the only person I know who wouldn't mind going all the way to town just to kickback.

ABCJay. You four are truly a few of the greatest people I could ever meet. Even though we aren't all close anymore, we always have moments where we're all at the same place at the same time. 2007 was one of the most memorable years because of you four. I cherish all those nights we ate out to Genki, watched movies, parties at my house ;], etc.

Dear reader, I am thankful that you take the time to read about my daily bullshit life story. (=

3RD TIMES A CHARM.

So I finally went back to school today. Couldn't find a ride this morning, -__- Ryan and the twins came to get me ^__^ 1st period was a waste. Pretty much just sat around the whole period watching PSA videos. Jordan comes up to me and says, "You never drop-out yet?" ASSHOLE! Hahaha. 2nd period, worked on this Q&A worksheet. Individual work sucks. Kickbacked in yearbook during lunch. Watched Twilight ;]

Went to the gym for 3rd period to take our senior class picture. Afterwards, dug out and chilled in MB's car til 3rd period was over. Was supposed to go Kapolei to watch Twilight with the girls, but almost everyone bailed out. So it was on me, MB, & Ea. On the way there, we decided to buy food. McDonald's - long line, KFC - made out of rat food, Taco Bell - made out of rat food says MB. Me and Ea settled on getting chicken quesadilla's ;D MB ended up buying Mickey D's! Heading to the theaters Ea says, "Aw we shoulda got Jack-in-the-Box!" MB says, "It's made out of rat food!" (inside joke) FYI MB, RATS EAT ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING! The movie was yet again, breath taking! 3rd times a charm ;D After the movie, took pictures in the parking lot then MB took me home.

5 DAY WEEKEND.

So I finally got my voice back, along with my sense of smell and taste! I still have this cough caught in the back of my throat -__- But, I'm finally going back to school tomorrow. Besides, it's only 1 day ;] And then back to a 4 day weekend ^__^

Senior class assembly tomorrow which means, all 1st period with my girls. (=

DATE NIGHT.

So yesterday didn't start off so well. I woke up cause I couldn't breathe -__- So my mom made an appointment for me to go to the doctor which meant missing out on the performance. Pretty much slept the whole day. Got a wake up call from Jessica bugging me to go with her to date night. Got ready around 5:30. Ryan picked me up, then picked up the twins. Met up with Kassey and Bryant at the gas station. Waited for Lisa and Jun. So Bryant comes up to the window and says to me, "Are you high?" I replied, "I'm fucken sick you asshole!"

Headed over to Ward. Ate at Panda's. Plans got delayed so we decided to catch the 9:20 movie. MB, RJay, Esther, and Eric ended up not watching movies with us cause they had curfew. Waited forever for Ea, Brandon, Shy, and Age. Watched Twilight, again. I can't get enough of it ;]

Btw, Happy Birthday Ea. (=

TWILIGHT.

So last night I watched the midnight premiere of Twilight. (= Ikaika picked me up around 9:15 then we headed to Greyson's house. Stayed there for a little while as they finished getting ready. Got to the theaters around 10ish, they were already letting people inside. There were 3 movie theaters playing the midnight show. There were like 17 of us in two rows! Pretty much sat in the theater for 2 hours xp But it was worth ithe wait ;] The movie was exactly what I expected. I can't wait to watch it again tomorrow at date night ;P

Mmk, I have to shower and get ready for practice. I woke up to a major headache and I felt like I pill was caught in my throat -__- Til later. 0=]

ITOUCH.

So like, I actually went to all of my classes today ^__^ YAY ME! MB picked me up around 7:30, got Esther, and made it to school by 7:55. (= Had a sub for 1st period. That stupid betch Phillis has no right whatsoever to tell me what I should or should not do. I wasn't disturbing anyone from doing anything they weren't already doing! Anyways, 2nd period wasn't so bad today. Me, Meeetcho, and Richrawrd were all in class today ^__^ Worked on bookwork and actually finished it.

Kickbacked at yearbook during lunch, the usual. Did a 'labject' during 3rd. Walked with Meeetcho to 4th, bumped into Roose, Amy, and Kat on the way. Ended up talking story til 1:30. Finally went to class xp We were watching a movie anyways! Watched Mean Girls on Meeetcho's iTouch instead ;D After school, went to dance practice. Finished up the rest of the number. Gonna watch the opening premiere of Twilight at midnight ;]

Btw, Happy Birthday Jordan! (=

SCHOOL WIDE CUT DAY.

So today was school wide writing day. Pfft, more like school wide cut day ;D Just like every other morning, MB picked me up, was supposed to pick up Christine, but Kassey did instead. Then picked up RJay and Esther. Went to 7-11 to buy breakfast, or at least they did. Right when we get in the car somebody said, "I don't wanna go to 1st period." So what do we do? Call Calvin and ask if he's still at home. Ended up staying at Calvin's house for 1st period. Watched youtube videos on 'The Nice Guy'. It's pretty good. Their video skills are like AMAZING ^__^

Went back for 2nd period. Pretty much just sat there the whole period and listened to everyone present their comic strips. Stayed in 10 minutes for lunch to take my common assessment! Ea waited for me. (= Kickbacked at yearbook for the rest of lunch. Got there and already everybody was bashing me to cut 3rd and 4th to go to my house. I gave in to peer pressure -__- Left before the bell rang for 3rd. Chilled at Choco Beach before going to my house. The workers were staring!

Got to my house around 11:30. Reminisced while looking at old pictures from frosh year til now xp I love my girls > anything. Headed back to school around 1:30. Practice went well today. Me & Esther worked on the partner part for her choreography. It's pretty damn sexy if you ask me ;] Ended practice around 5:15. Went to BK with the best friend. And now I'm at home myspacing. I'm uber excited for Twilight tomorrow night! ;]

SENIOR CUT DAY-ISH.

Senior year isn't going how I expected it too, both good and bad. Today was one of those good days. (= So as usual, MB picks me up around 7:40. Decided to buy breakfast from Loco Moco. When we were picking up our food, Ea calls me telling me Paula doesn't wanna go 1st. After we got our food, we headed to the parking lot. Ea jumped into the car with us, Christine and Kassey jumped in with Paula. Took the back roads to avoid getting stuck in traffic. Finally got to drive on the opposite side of the lane! We beat Paula ;] Stopped by my house to change and grab water. Then met up with Paula them at Jenny's house. On the way, I made a theory that they all planned for us to skip today xp So when we get to Jenny's house, we talk outside to talk about what we're gonna do. MB said, "You know if we go Tantalus, we're not gonna make it back to 2nd right?" And the girls all say, "Who said we're going back?"

We led the way to Pali Lookout. Paula drives slower than a nana x] It was hella breezy at Pali! My hat flew off for two seconds, then came back to me ;] Everybody's shirt was blowing up, and the girls hair were all getting messed up! Jenny asked a bunch of tourist if they could take our picture for us xp Me and Jenny ended up having to pee, so we decided to go to Windward. Got lost on the way, missed the exit, TWICE -__- Took a pit stop to fill the car with gas. Then started again to Windward. All of us used the girls bathroom (which was empty btw). Walked around a bit, stopped by the pet shop, looked at clothes for the mommies ;], sat on the comfy couches, and bought cookies/brownies from cookie corner. Everyone started getting hungry so we went to Mickey D's. We had our own private room ;D

Around noon, called up Meeetcho and asked if we could hookah. She gave us the thumbs up, so we headed to Waipahu to buy the flavor. Ea's boyfriend to boyfriend (inside joke) ;P Got another one of Meeetcho's random 'filipino' text. Missed the exit to Pearl Harbor, so we ended up roaming through Kalihi. Played up beat tunes as we sped down the freeway ^__^ Finally got to Roose's house around 1. Hookah'd til 3 ;] It was a pretty good session indeed. Did our usual O's and cheerios, but this time it included bubbles ;D Took pictures and made video's on MB's laptop. Paula dropped me back to school a little after 3 for practice. Practice went well, just getting ready for our upcoming performance. After practice, went to BK with Jonathan to buy food. Got home, and uh? I'd rather not talk about it -__-

Twas a good day indeed. It would've been way better if ALL the girls came. I know we'll find another day this year to make up for it ;]

I HATE SUNDAYS.

Quote of the day:
"Go for the one who has nothing instead of everything. Cause the person who has nothing to offer materialistic wise, can fulfill your sentimental needs." - DTNV.

So as you can see, I finally 'pimped out' my blogspot ^__^ YAY ME! I feel so accomplished with myself. Now if I weren't so lazy to do the same with my myspace xp Anyways, pretty much stayed home all weekend. BUT, even if I didn't do anything, instead I _______________ ;] SECRET!

Alright, time to get ready for the wedding. (=

EDIT
Just got home from the wedding. It went better than I expected. I love spending quality time with my family ^__^ It was kinda rocky at first, so I texted my best friend to keep me occupied on those 'dull' moments. The comedy act livened up the party ;D I swear, I ate like everything that was served on our table xp Left around 10:30. Bought a mcflurry on the way home ;] School tomorrow, EW!

TGIF.

So like, I'm in 1st period. Sitting next to Jordan, Sean, blah blah blah, Genesis, and Asia. Not going 4th period, going Gagada's house. Hookah session with Meeetcho, Roose, MB, and Jonathan. Update later.

EDIT
So today was totally uncalled for. 1st period was actually worth going to today. Sat next to Jordan practically the whole time on blogger making fun of MB & Esther Claire's blogspot ;P Watched another one of Jim Carrey's movies during sociology. Gossiped with Meeetcho the whole time xp Had a photoshoot during lunch with 3/4 of the girls. Took a test on Newton's 3 laws during 3rd. I actually did better than I thought ^__^ Dug out during 4th period with Meeetcho, Roose, MB, Jonathan, & Ea. (= Went to Roose's house to hookah, go figure! Wasn't one of our best sessions, but it was still better than going to brit lit! Bought food on the way back to school. Had a little meeting with Jenn. Discussed some major issues! No practice today. Instead I had yet, ANOTHER talk with the dance squad. Finally cleared everything up - all the tension, the lies, and most of all, RESPECT. Hopefully everything goes smooth sailing from here. Walked Ea home. We made a little 'life-movie screen play' ;] So that was pretty much my day. Sadly, I have no plans tonight whatsoever -__-

Btw, happy birthday Gemel! (=

EARTH MONTH KICK-OFF.

So yesterday was a busy day indeed. Woke up late, so I asked Kassey to pick me up since she wasn't going to 1st. Went to Nikki's house to wash her car xp Then went to meet up with everyone at Starbucks. So much for senior cut day..There were only the usual ditchers (go figure!). Headed back to school for 2nd period. Got to the parking lot and everything, til we decided to just kickback at my house ;P Got home, watched 90210 and cup-of-noodles. Around 10:15, we left back for school. Had my presentation for physics. On my way to 4th, I seen Paula Mae and Ea, the usual. Paula's like, 'Feel my hair.' And right before I touched it I yelled 'OMG! I LOVE YOUR HAIR!' She chopped it all off, literally. In a cute way of course ^__^ 4th period was the same as always - all talk, no work.

Since we weren't leaving to KHS til 3:30, I stayed at practice for an hour. I was trying so hard not to break a sweat -__- Mission accomplished! Rode with MB, Esther Claire, D-fizz, and Jordan. Practically laughed the whole ride there x] When we got to KHS, we made like we knew were we were going, SO DIDN'T! So we asked a teacher for directions. Finally got to where we supposed to be, so not what we expected. A bunch of adults talking about 'being green', at least we got free stuff ;] And an uber cute turtle book ^__^ Then we headed inside the building to check out their recording studio and what not. We dug out at 5. Dropped off Jordan and then went to BR to buy MB's baby cousin a cake for his birthday. Afterwards, she dropped me home. Yaddi yaddi ya, and that was my day. (=

HYPNOTISM.

Today was totally un-called for. So around noon, got ready to go out with Ikaika. We went to the mall, walked around a bit, then finally decided to just watch movies. We watched Saw V, his treat. (= It was alright, the ending was pretty shitty though. After the movie, Ikaika dropped me off home.

Debated whether or not I wanted to go to the party. Got ready and left around 6:30. Kickbacked with Chalsea the whole time. We got tattoos on our necks and wrist ;] Then it was time for the hypnotist show. I was gonna volunteer myself to go up cause of Chalsea, thank god I didn't! x] The show cannot be explained into words - flying to space, martian on Mars, sinking ships, boys being girls and vice-versa, magical baby, dead puppy, etc. The party ended around 11. Was planning on going to the after party, but I didn't. Talked to my best friend for the rest of the night. (=

HOOKAH SESSION.

So today was totally uncalled for, like no joke. 1st period was a total waste of time. Michelle and Roosevelt picked me & Ea up for 2nd. Kickback at Meeetcho's house. Cooked spam, hookah'd, & watched 'ameteur' porn ;] Bwahaha. Ran outta flavor, so we went to Waipahu to buy some more ^__^ Decided to finish hookahing at Roosevelt's house. His bed was much more comfortable, especially with the AC blowing on us. (= Laughed at porn magazines and hookah'd once again. Tipsy bit me that betch! Didn't finish our session til almost 3. Then Michelle dropped me & Ea off to practice. Learned choreography for a bit. Then had a major discussion with the dance team. Laid everything out - all the shit talking, the lies, and the betrayal. It ended up in tears ;( Pretty much resolved the issues. Hopefully the rest of the year will be drama free. 0=] Had a vent session with Ea, felt good to finally let everything out. Mmk, gonna crash soon. I still have a major headache -__-

gnite. (=

FULL DAY.

After a 6 days of not going to 1st period, I finally showed up today ;P Actually, I attended all of my classes today ^__^ YAY ME! I was offered to go to C-Building, but I rejected. Who said I can't fight temptation to cut? ;] So I totally got into it with Mr. Steez today. Shithead thought he could pick an argument with me? Doesn't he know not to mess with a betch?! HAHAHA, just kidding!

Anyways, went to buy food after school with Sean & Esther. We went to 7/11, BK, & Mickey D's. I know right, what the fuck? Esther held practice today. Her choreography was sick ;] I totally didn't get any of it -__- HAHAHA. I know I know, sad my life. So I just realized that I haven't touched Eclipse for a week now? Maybe I'll read it before I go to sleep?

Til later. (=

LET YOUR VOICE BE HEARD.

Since I never had the time to blog yesterday, I'll write about yesterday first. Ended up waking up late, so I didn't go to 1st or 2nd. Cashed my check then headed to school. Had the performance at Ewa Elementary for a Drug Free event. It was alright. Ate at Genki afterwards with the dance team. Had practice afterschool then went to BK with my best friend. (=

Last night was totally not what I expected. So it was just supposed to be an early birthday dinner for Mashwelle, then see her off to the airport. Me & Mallory bought a floatie & a princess crown from Walmart along with a cake from BR. Got sushi before heading to her house. Bad news happened on the way to the airport. But things turned around when we met Super Crew at the airport! ;]

So today is election day which means NO SCHOOL! Yeah, I'm totally not legal to vote. Oh wells. Barrack Obama won. Go figure. Anyways, my day sucked. Until I went on my date that is ;P Don't feel like going into details. School tomorrow, how fun. Psssht! Thank god it's a short day. Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MASH POTATOE!

HALLOW EVE'S WEEKEND.

So this has been one of the best weekend's I've had since who knows how long?! Actually, this whole week was great. Never went to 1st period at all this week due to junior's taking their PSA testing which gave me an extra two hours to sleep. For Halloween on Friday, I dressed up as an 80's kid. (= Afterschool, ate at Loco Moco with Meeetcho, Roosevelt, and Jonathan. Spent the night at Aunty Kimmi's house. Went trick-or-treating with the kids, then passed out candy for a little while. Ate dinner with the family and watched One Missed Call.

Got a text from Mallory asking what I was doing. Come to find out, her and Mash were going to the movies. She picked me up around 9:45, then we went to go pick up Mash. Made it to the movies just in time. Watched 'Zac & Miri Make a Porno' ;] Ryan met up with us in the theater. The movie was pretty funny, very sexually-active indeed x] Afterwards, we decided to eat at iHop thinking it was 24 hours. Bad news! They closed at midnight -__- So instead we went to Denny's in Kunia. Marlon joined us. Ate breakfast, had a few laughs, and finally got home around 3.

Didn't do much yesterday. But at night, went to Aunty Kimmi's house again for Mia's birthday. Pretty much it. Tonight, went to my uncle's party in Waipahu. Gossiped with Chalsea the whole time ;] Caught up on everything that's passed these past two months. Got a text from Ikaika asking if I had plans. Around 8 he came to pick me. Only, it took him 20 minutes to find the house x] Went to Walmart (since it's the best place in the world to kill time). Walked around a bit and talked about 'famous' people's life story. I had to pee, but because Walmart closed their bathroom because who knows what, I had to use the one at Wendy's ;P Drove around Ewa Beach til we decided to just eat at Zippy's. Walked in and seen a bunch of Campbell kids. Sean and Mai were dining in as well. I was craving dessert, like a lot. I wanted ice cream and a banana, but I wanted a brownie too. So me & Ikaika decided to get the Brownie Delight with a banana on the side. The waitress comes to take our order and Ikaika askes, 'How much would it be to buy a banana on the side?' x] Come to find out, it's 10 cents per slice. I ended up getting my wish of brownies, ice cream, and bananas ;P YAY ME! Talked about our relationship status, and then some, til we realize how late it was getting. Got home around 11:15. Performance tomorrow at Ewa Elementary for a DARE Free event. (= I'm excited!