THE VOG.

So for the past four days, the weather has been muggy -__- I only noticed yesterday that the reason for that is cause of the vog! Slept in again, for the second time in a row. Got ready around 9ish and left around 10:15. Met up with Ea and walked with her to school. (= It was really humid on the way, like really. Hung out with the girls (feels like I haven't done that for a while!). Had a discussion on how you make boy babies and girl babies ;] HAHAHA.

Meeetcho finally came back to 2nd period. Had an oral quiz on the work we did yesterday. Yeah, the one question I didn't have the answer to was my question for the damn test! So I passed and got an easier question ^__^ Watched a video during physics on Newton's 3rd law. My neighbors found out about my 3rd period crush -__- HOW SHAME?! 4th period was a total bore, go figure. Got home and finished up reading New Moon since I hadn't had a chance to read it since Sunday. I'm proud of myself for finishing it up in two days. Mmk, gonna start reading Eclipse. (=

SEX TALK.

So this week will be a short week of school for me. (= Junior's have testing all week, which means shorter classes ;] Woke up around 9 today, ate breakfast, then got ready for school. Left around 10:30 and got to school by lunch. Didn't go to 1st period, couldn't stand being in a class for 3 hours! So I only went to 2nd & 3rd period.

Went to Genki for 4th w/MB, RJay, Ea, & Steven. (= Paid for Steven cause he 'left his wallet at home'. Had our usual small talk about religious stuff. Then we had a sex talk ;] HAHAHA. Steven felt uncomfortable, so we started picking on RJay xp Talked about anal sex, three-somes, and all that other good stuff ;] Went straight home afterschool and got ready for my dentist appointment which only lasted 15 minutes! Bought BK on the way home. Mmk, gonna finish up reading New Moon. (=

NEW MOON.

This weekend was pretty chill. Yesterday woke up early and got ready to head down to EBCP. Met up with the dance squad at the library around 10:30. Didn't perform til 12:30 -__- We waited two hours for a 3-minute number! After the performance, went to Genki with Jonathan, Blake, and Nikki. (= Had a bunch of laughs. Paid for Jonny boy's poor ass! ;P Got Jamba Juice before we headed to Blake's house. Kickbacked and watched Degrassi. Left around 4ish and dropped Jonathan home. Got home and crashed.

Woke up to the same cloudy weather as yesterday. Was planning to go to EBCP again, but I didn't wanna get rained on -__- So I decided to stay home since I've been out all week. Finally started reading New Moon. (= I'm a little more than half way through. I'll be finished with it by tomorrow ^__^ Then I have to go and buy Eclipse.

HSM3.

Today was a day full of excitement ;] The only thing that kept me waiting in suspense was school ;P HAHAHA. It actually wasn't all that bad today. 1st period - sat around and did the usual nonsense, NOTHING! 2nd period - I was by myself, again -__- Picked a topic for my sociology project. Lunch - kickback at the tree by K-Building. Kassey cleaned Steven's eye-brows while the rest of us stood around discussing Twilight ;] 3rd period - So I walked all the way up O-Building just to find out I had to go to the computer lab all the way in D-Building. Total bullshit! Had to work on a work sheet about Newton's Law. Afterwards, played some building game on Fantastic Contraption ^__^ 4th period - tried reading New Moon. So wasn't happening. Afterschool, ran tomorrow's performance a couple of times then headed home.

Around 5, got ready to go out with Mallory. She picked me up around 5:45. Then we went to go eat at Genki in Ewa. Caught up on everything that's been going on lately. Afterwards, we headed to Waikele to meet up with Mash. Come to find out she was working til 9. So we killed time by going to Border's to buy me New Moon. (= Then we went to get some ice cream at Baskin Robbins. Mash called and said she can't make it. So we rushed to Pearl Highlands to make it in time for the 9:15 show of HSM3. On the way there, every traffic light literally turned red! Managed to get there in 6 minutes. The movie was alright, pretty much what I expected. But it gets me thinking about graduation and more importantly, MY FUTURE.

CHARLISLE?!

So today was alright I guess. MB picked me up for school. Waited in the parking lot for Esther Claire's call to come get her. Ramiscal made our group put DVD covers into CD cases since we weren't working on our script for our H&A video xp We ended up brainstorming on an idea while doing our consequence (which was pretty fun). Did book work during 2nd. Talked stories with Meeetcho and Richrawrd.

Lunch was HOT -__- Chilled at the usual spot. Yeah, so I had a total blonde moment today. ME: "How do you pronounce Edward's dad's name, Charlisle?" MEETCHO: "It's Charlisle!" [kar-lyle]. HAHAHA xp Anyways, half way through lunch, went with Ea to sit under the tree with Steven ;] Had a conversation with him about work and stuff. 3rd period was total bullshit! I don't even wanna talk about it. Finished up watching the movie of Queen Elizabeth during 4th. A lot can happen in the dark ;]

Yeah, I need to stop writing everyday about my life story. I'm running outta subject titles xp

GOOD DAY.

Today was a good day. Besides the fact that I woke up late and missed the bus -__- HAHAHA. Kassey ended up picking me up. Watched PSA videos in media. I think my group did a pretty good job ^__^ Quote of the day: 'The video is saying to conserve ice cream and water.' (inside joke). Nobody was in sociology -__- I actually did the book work. Chilled at the usual spot with the girls. Talked about the usual 'pregnancy' stuff ;P Once again, nobody was in physics. And yet again, I actually did the worksheet. OH! I aced my pop quiz ;] YAY ME! Watched a movie on Queen Elizabeth during American Lit. Ended up falling asleep half way through xp

After school, talked with Esther and Sean before DS practice started. I have to attend the next retreat because Sean said I have no other choice. I actually wanted to go to the one this past weekend, but I was scheduled work all weekend -__- Practice was pretty fun indeed. Came up with nicknames for the certain few ;] After practice, went to Mickey D's with the youngin's. They're pretty chill to kickback with.

So yeah, that's pretty much how my day went. (=

ACCOMPLISHMENT.

I finally finished reading Twilight. (=
And I definitely can't wait til the movie comes out!

2 WEEKS NOTICE.

So today I put in my letter of resignation. My official last day is November 1.
Time to start looking for a new job.
(:

IS IT ME?!

Or is senior year finally starting to turn around (except for the fact that my american lit teacher is total bullshit!), aside from that 2nd term is going smoothly. Woke up this morning and took my time getting ready for school. Called MB and asked where she was, but she didn't have her car today. So instead, Kassey picked me up. Read my stupid brit lit assessment paper the whole ride to school. Worked on it during 1st period so I could turn it in before 2nd. And I did! ^__^ Finished up watching the rest of Freedom Writers during 2nd.

Chilled at the usual spot during lunch. EXCEPT, RJay and Steven joined us ;D Had a buncha laughs indeed. The boys were having an arguement whether or not Jesus had siblings xp Total idiots I tell you! 3rd was better than most days. Did a lab on gravity and inertia. Then watched a video for the rest of the period. 4th period was another waste of my time. I seriously hate going to that class now. I actually did my work today. After school, had DS practice. Not much people were there cause there was 'mis-communication' which caused practice to supposedly be 'cancelled' til Monday. Blake taught choreography, pretty good stuff. Ended practice early and walked to BK with Jonathan, Blake, Nicole, and Mahina. Caught the bus home -__- It wasn't so bad. I had my book with me, so I killed time reading it. I'm currently talking to Mallory on the phone. Updating each other on our life story, haha.

WRONG SIDE OF THE BED.

Fell asleep last night around 9:30 reading Twilight. I know right, how early?! Woke up at 2 AM to 2 missed calls and 3 text messages xp Ended up waking late for school -__- Put my jeans in the dryer to dry, or so I thought. I come back after taking my shower to find it wasn't on! So I had to wait on that and MB was already on her way. Then when I was finally ready, I had a shitload of lint all over my shirt! So from when I left my house, til 7-11, til the parking lot, I was rolling lint off my shirt ;P Talked to Kassey and Jessica this morning before school started. Then headed to 1st period. Worked on my graphics. I think the best part of my day was 2nd period. Which is surprising considering I absolutely hate that class! Talked with Meeetcho and Richrawrd for a bit. Then watched Freedom Writers for the rest of the period ^__^ One of the best movies ever made, I must say.

Chilled with Kassey, Paula, and Mommy C during lunch. Talked about growing up and life after highschool. 3rd period was a drag -__- The only reason I go to that class, besides my grade, is for NCBD >;] HAHA. 4th period was a even drag! Mr. Steez needs to loosen up and let us be! Yeah, he totally hates Mark and was yelling at him the whole period xp Mark finally couldn't take it and walked outta class, poor guy. Afterschool, came straight home. Had a few phone conversations with people. Took a nap. Now here I am.

1ST DAY - 2ND TERM.

So woke up after 10 hours of sleep. Totally forgot I had school xp Got ready and waited for MB to pick me up. Guam was in the car. Caught up on everything that happened during fall break. Went to Jamba Juice, then 7-11. Seen Richrawrd on the side of the road and started yelling his name to get in the car. Late to 1st, the usual. Headed to the gym for our senior class assembly. We were supposed to take our class picture for the yearbook, but because of miscommunication, it's re-scheduled to sometime in January. When over some stuff for graduation and we had speakers from colleges around the island speak to us. Pretty much didn't listen half the time. Except when LCC did their demonstration, it was actually entertaining ^__^

It was a great bonding experience. Ate cookies (that I bought from LV), played with Kassey's DS, read blogs on Daniel's iPhone, made trouble to Jessica about going into the army after graduation, teased a white hair, laughed at a white girl fall on the stairs, jumped in the air for an army t-shirt, wondered whether or not 'Jake' was gay, and fed baby TJ. Overall, it was a first time in a long time that EVERYONE was together.

After the assembly, we had to go back to 1st period. Ramiscal asked everyone in the class a life situation question. Ramiscal, 'If your significant other was checking out your ex, what would you do?' Me, 'Check our their ex back!' HAHAHA xp It's true! Don't get mad, GET EVEN >;] Class was only 45 minutes, so it went by pretty fast. Hung out at k-building lunch. They're pretty chill people. Yeah, I need to make some guy friends -__- Nobody wanted to go to 4th period, so we decided to dig out and go to Calvin's house after lunch. Funny story - Ms. Flossie was driving her cart all over the damn parking, so instead Ralph went home to get his car, then picked us up on the side of the gym. We fit 12 people in his 4Runner! xp I cooked everyone spam while Ea baked 1/3 of a cake with one egg (inside joke). Steven and Zorben grappled for about 20 minutes straight. Guy on guy action, trust me it wasn't a pretty sight ;P Around 1:45, Leo drove us back to school. OMG! We almost got into an accident -__- My heart literally flew outta my chest! But I survived ;D

After we picked up the cars, we headed to Genki. Me and MB told RJay about our life story back in intermediate xp Yep, that was pretty much how my day went. Mmk, gonna continue reading Twilight (:

HOME, SWEET HOME.

It's been a long day -__- Didn't finish packing til 2 this morning. Decided to pull an all nighter. Ended up falling asleep at 5 AM. Woke up at 6:30 and got ready to go to the airport. Traffic traffic traffic! Had a quick flight from LV to LA. We were supposed to board the plane at 2, but our flight was delayed til 3. So I decided to go gallivanting in the airport ;D Found a bookstore and bought Twilight >;] Ended up reading during my entire flight. I must say, it's turning out to be a good book like everyone said it was.

Back to school tomorrow. I'm actually excited ^__^ I miss my girls! I haven't seen them all break >;( Mmk, gonna continue reading Twilight >;]

GOODBYE LV, HELLO HI.

So just when I thought my whole trip was a waste, these past two days changed everything. So last night around 11 I get a text from Rick asking if we could talk. I told him yeah and waited outside for him to pick me up. Talked to RJay for a bit about my problems, haha. Not knowing that Rick texted me asking whether or not to pick me up at my house. So I waited outside in the freezing cold for 20 minutes! Finally he gets me a little before midnight. Went to Sonic to get some food. Their breakfast burritos are one of the best I've ever tasted ^__^ Then we parked near a golf course and 'talked'. More like we listened to emo music and not say one word. I finally broke the silence and suggested to go walk the strip. BAD IDEA! Parked at Planet Hollywood and started walking from there. That's when I decided to play a game. We talked about when we first met til how we got to today. That so didn't help! We got as far as Treasure Island when I wanted to turn back xp Bought Starbucks at Caesers Palace before we left. Stopped by his house and picked up the ring he bought for me a year ago. Yaddi yaddi ya, got home around 3:30 and crashed.

Woke up at 10:30 today and got ready to spend one last day with the family. Went to M&M World on the strip. Bought a bunch of souveneirs. Bought Panda for breakfast/lunch, brunch? Afterwards, played games at gameworks downstairs. Had a family race session >;] Around 5, we headed to Caesers Palace. Had a shopping spree at American Apparel, thanks mom! ;D Then we went to some organic grocery store to buy non-organic cookies and brownies for my aunty xp Finally got to my grandparents house for a big family dinner. Kickbacked with the adults and watched the bball game. Talked about moving here next year after graduation 0=] At 10, we watched the new episode of The Hills. It was a boring episode. Mmk, now I have to go pack! Leaving in the morning. Now I wish I could've stayed longer -__-

R. PEREZ,

Til today, I still question my feelings for you. After 2 1/2 years, you'd think I'd officially be over you. After what happened yesterday, I finally realized why we can never be. Distance was never the problem. It was all the let downs you put me through. I know I'm a jerk to you most of the time, but it's not intentional, you know that. What I've put you through these past two years isn't half as bad as what you've done to me this past year. I admit, when I told you I was over you, it was out of the blue. And I thought that was it. But you proved me wrong. When we started talking again back in May, I was glad that we were friends again - best friends even. When you told me that your aunty had bought you plane tickets to come to Hawaii, I actually felt those butterflies in my stomach again. I was actually happy. And then you told me that the tickets were one way, meaning you would live here for a year. That got my hopes up with 'us' even stronger. I never told you cause I was still unsure about my feelings. The week you told me you'd be here was post poned for another week, then another week cause you went to Kawaii first, and when you were finally here I didn't even get to see you. That's when I started questioning myself whether or not you were really here? You know, you really make it hard sometimes for me to believe everything you tell me. But I never said anything. We planned to have our official 'date' the Saturday after 4th of July, I never felt so excited for anything in my entire life. On 4th of July I spent the day at Turtle Bay, but I chose to leave at night just so I could talk to you. You text me the whole ride home. Telling me you had something to tell me. I thought it was good news cause you had a smiley face at the end of the text. I call you, and you tell me the last thing that was on my mind. You told me you were over me. If that wasn't bad enough, you said you've been over it since that Monday. You don't know, and never will know, how hurt and stupid I felt. A few days pass by, we still don't talk. Then I go on myspace one night seeing your bulletin to someone saying you can't wait to go the beach with them. I felt even more crushed -__- Strike one. That's when I decided to delete you out of my life completely. I erased your number, all your messages, your screen name from aim, and you from myspace. I could finally move on.

Two months past by and I finally got over it. Or so I thought. That's when I decided if I can't have you as mines, the least we can be is just friends. So I ask you if we can be friends, you say no. Strike two. The day of my birthday turned out to be one of the worst days of my life. But when I seen your message saying 'happy birthday', it made me feel like there was hope with us being friends. A couple weeks pass by. Then one night I get a text from you asking for forgiveness. I forgave you. We started talking again like before. But this time, I wasn't looking for a relationship, just a friendship.

Now here I am in Vegas, supposed to be having the time of my life, and after one night I feel like my whole trip was a waste. Having us plan this whole night out walking the strip, watching movies, then having dinner ended up being a waste of time. I told you from the start I hate flakes. And here you are, being so sure our plans will fall through, when instead they fell flat. It's not even the fact that I wasted my time getting ready, or waiting 3 hours for you to show. It's the fact that you always find a way to disappoint me. You build me up, just to break me down. So here's to you, I can't be best friends with someone who always disappoints me, who puts me down and makes me feel like the ugliest person in the world, like I'm a nobody. Where do we stand? I really don't know. But as for 'us', I'm done with that chapter in my book. I never thought I'd live the day when I was actually done with us. But I guess you proved me wrong. GAMEOVER.

DAY 6.

Today was a waste of a day. Someone flaked out on me, again. I'm so irritated right now. Not only did I waste my time getting ready, but I wasted an outfit, AND I made myself look stupid in front of my family. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! Thanks a lot for ruining my night asshole.

DAY 5.

Today must have been the only boring day I've had here. Went to LV Town Square. That place is huge! It's like a mini town of all the good stores in the world ^__^ Except, sadly there was no American Apparel. I TRIP?! Didn't do much shopping. Finally went to H&M. Once again, another store I expected more from. Found some stuff, but my mom was rushing me so I ended up not buying it -__- I'll probably go back sometime this weekend before I leave. Ate at CPK. And then slept the whole ride home. Had plans to go out, but it was cancelled. Hopefully I don't get flaked out on tomorrow.

DAY 2, 3, & 4.

RECAP
On Monday I went shopping with my family at Premium Outlet. It's official, people in LV are rude. Yeah, mom was totally gonna beef the bebe worker. Here's a tip, if you hate your job, then quit betch. On the plus side, I bought me purple vans ^__^ I think that's about it for this day?

Yesterday went shopping with my family again at Meadows Mall. Honestly, I don't like Meadows Mall, it's kinda boring -__- I was pretty much in it for the ride. Got Wendy's on the way home. All I've been eating was fast food since I've been here! Fat much? Took a two hour nap, then got ready to go out with Rick and his family. I swear it took 20 minutes for them to find me. It was kinda my fault though, I gave the wrong street directions xp Went to get Jamba Juice before heading to Fashion Show mall. Yeah, people in LV are crazy drivers. Got to Fashions around 6:30. Went to the ABC store cause Rick's baby sister wanted hot cheetoes. Btw, it was her birthday. Ran into like his whole family in there. Coincidence? Really nice people. His nephew's cute and his cousin Jessika is pretty ^__^ Walked around a bit. Found this zebra print shirt, but they never had my size. The guy said we'd find it at Planet Hollywood. So we went there afterwards. Ended up shopping at Metropark and Urban Outfitters. Yeah, Urban Outfitters wasn't all what I expected. My number one store here is American Apparel ;] Was supposed to walk the strip, but we had to get Rick's cousin and baby sister home. So we dropped them off home then went to go eat at iHop. Except, they were closing in 15 minutes and we didn't wanna be rude customers. So we ended up eating at Denny's. I treated that poor betch! See, I'm a nice person 0=) Yaddi yaddi ya, got home and crashed.

So today I went back to Fasion Show mall with my madre, kid bro, and baby cousin. Who knew you could walk around a damn mall for 3 hours?! Talked to Mallory for a bit. Caught up on each others bullshit life story xp Afterwards, went to Premium Outlet, again. Bought more stuff from American Apparel ;D It's official, American Apparel is my favorite store in the world! Surprisingly after all this shopping, I only spent $200. Got home around 4 and chilled a bit. Around 5:30, went with the family to Mini Gran Prix ^__^ Who knew how much fun go kart racing is? After 20 minutes of deciding where to eat, we finally decided on Chili's. One of the best meals since I've been here, I must say. And for dessert, I got strawberry cheesecake to go ;] Each day I spend here, makes me wanna move here after high school. Maybe?

DAY 1.

After 6 hours, 2 planes, and 1 stop over, I finally made it to LV. The flight from Hawaii to San Fran wasn't so bad. Slept the whole ride here. Arrived to San Fran around 4:45 in the morning. The temperature was at 50 degrees! Gossiped with my mom. Updated her with everything going on in my life. I even talked to her about my baby sister. She seems fine with it. Speaking of, I went to go see baby AV last night before the airport. She's really tiny, like really. Hopefully she'll be out of the hospital soon ^,^ Mmk, back to subject. Slept the whole plane ride from San Fran to here. Stepped outside and man was it freezing -__- I LOVE THE WEATHER HERE!

Anyways, I'm pretty much settled in at my aunty's house. Gonna go drive around, get used to the area. Hopefully I can find a Jamba Juice near by >;] Alrighty, bbl.

EDIT

Went to iHop, service was bad. Go figure. Then we went to pick up our rental car. We got to choose any car straight out of the parking lot, I chose the turquoise car >;] My mom said that it's loud. But we got it anyways xp Afterwards we drove around. Ended up at Wally World ^,^ It's so much cheaper here than at home >__<

Don't know what my plans are for tomorrow.

I'll keep you posted.

(:

LV BOUND.

So I'm supposed to be packing right now, but I'm really lazy. Go figure. At least there's a marathon of Keeping Up With the Kardashians playing on E. Anyways, dad's gonna pick me and Dylan up around 5:30 to go to the hospital. I'm finally gonna see my baby sister ^,^ Afterwards, we're gonna meet up with mom at the airport. Our flights at 9, we arrive at San Fran at 5AM. Then we have an hour til kill before we board the plane. We finally get to LV around 8:30.

Mmk, this was a pointless post.
I'll be back from my trip on the 14th.
(:

1 DOWN, 3 TO GO.

So this is officially my first post on blogspot.

Today was the last day of 1st term and I'm relieved to say that I'm passing all of my classes. Today is also my last day in Hawaii. I'm pretty much gone the whole fall break. I'm pretty excited to leave this damn rock. It's been 2 years since I've last rode a plane anywhere! Anyways, tonight is our homecoming game and I'm not going. I don't know, I really don't see the point in going since varsity isn't playing. Four years in high school, and I haven't gone to a single homecoming game. I think that's a record? My back-up plan was to go to Ohana Fair, but everyone wants to do their own thing. So I'm pretty much just staying home. I'm actually glad cause now I get to catch up on my sleep after a week of stressing! Oh yeah! I finally got to hookah again after a long period of time >;]

Hmph. I have a lot of thoughts running through my head, but I don't know where to start. Let's start with last week Friday - my baby sister was born (: Sad part is, she's two months premature and is underweight -__- But I know she'll be okay. I'm actually happy to be a big brother all over again, especially now that this time around it's a girl. What else happened this past week? Oh! Homecoming performance was on Monday, and I think 96706DS did a pretty good job >;] Spirit week wasn't so 'spirited' like before. But I really liked the Flashy Fasion 80's theme! Oh and the seniors beat juniors in powderpuff! Which means we broke the curse of seniors always losing to juniors every year. So good job to them as well.

Let's talk about 'senior year'. I'm not having as much fun as I should be, nor is it as chill as everyone else says it is. Good thing is I'm actually getting involved with school activities. I think ever since welcome back assembly was cancelled, it pretty much went downhill after that. And then Claire left to Slovakia, after that I completely stopped going to 4th period for like 10 days I think? Our new teacher, Mr. Steez, seems like a total shithead. I know for a fact I won't enjoy brit lit for the rest of 1st semester. But I'll put up with it for the sake of my grade.

Next there's dance team. Can you say dramarama?! Many disagreements and miscomunication between everyone. The biggest issue is 'favortism' which I find is total BULLSHIT. I hate when people complain that there's favortism when they're the exact people who: miss practice un-excused, show up late, have side conversation, and have a poor fucking attitude. I show respect to those who show respect to me and the rest of the squad. So clearly it's not favortism, it's people who: show up to practice everyday, doesn't complain when they don't understand choreography and actually bothers to ask questions, and has a good attitude on everything. These people EARN their respect and actually DESERVE it.

Now the main thing of all, my friends. A few of the most important people in my life, but also the ones who sometimes make me question our 'so called' friendship. Over the past six years I've made a whole bunch of friends. Even people I never would've thought I'd ever be friends with. I've learned that friendships come and go, but the true friends are the ones who remain their no matter who you are or become in the long run. So tell me, where does your friendship with me stand?