GOODBYE 2008, HELLO 2009.

It's the last day of 2008 and I must say, it was the second best year of my life. (=

I had an 'illegal' relationship, started hookahing and tried some other 'bad' stuff, cut class more than I count, some how managed to make it to senior year, is half way through senior year, joined the dance team and is actually sticking to it, had the worst birthday of my life, got stoned/drunk all in the same night (TWICE!), lost friendships, rekindled old friendships, and made new friendships along the way. I stepped out of my box this year and I'm really glad that I did. If not, I wouldn't have met my new best friend, Jonathan Michael Viloria Inigo ;]

With the upcoming year, I have 4 months left of high school and 6 months til graduation. Let's make this year the best we'll ever have. Cause this year, it's MY year ;D

BITCH LADY.

Today didn't go as I expected, but it actually turned out to be a pretty good day. Cheffeh, Jay Aye, and DFizz picked me up around 10:30. I had to go to the bank, so Jeff dropped me off while he put gas. When I got back in the car, they were all laughing. I noticed my bag was flipped over so when I looked inside, there was a pad xp It took me 40 seconds to notice. It's one of those you-had-to-be-there moments. So on our way to Ala Moana, Jordan was telling us a story about hiking in Kunia. And how some 'bitch lady' called the cops on him x] Made it to Alas in about 20 minutes. Jeff was driving like a maniac ;P While we were at the light, he noticed his hazard lights were on. We told him it's been on since Waipahu and he went ballistic! Which it wasn't, Jordan was just messing with him. So like, Jordan met up with some guy he met on the internet (I know right, what the fuck?), and he bought new lens for his camera. In the meantime, we were looking at hair extensions in the display window of Bellas 2. Yeah, so not happening.

Afterwards, went to Jamba Juice. Daniel gave me and Jordan a 'buy one get one free' coupon. We were all arguing about who was getting the free ones and who had to pay! I ended up paying -__- Decided to kill time and go to Pearls. Finished up my Christmas shopping. Met up with Kassey and Bryant at Borders. Talked to Kassey about secret ;( Went our separate way. I bought a beanie from Prototype. So while we were in there, Daniel says, "This store is too gangster for me." All of us were starving so we decided it was time to eat. Went to Genki in Waiau. Bitch lady took forever to seat us! While everyone ate 6 plates, I only ate 3. But hey, I paid half the price they did ;]

Headed to Ewa Beach to pick up Katrina cause she was with Ezra at Sears ;P Dropped off Daniel to work. Then dropped Jordan home. And then Katrina to her singing lessons. Went to Wally World. (= I bought some pretty random stuff. Had half an hour left, so me and Jeff just parked outside and talked about after high school, 10th/20th/25th high school reunion, etc. Got home around 6. Talked to boyfriend for a little while. And now I'm watching Bromance.

AFTER CHRISTMAS SHOPPING.

So I finally started and actually finished my Christmas shopping for my girls + boyfriend. Thank god for gift cards ;] Anyways, work was really slow today, like really -__- Got a few visits from friends, not gonna say any names. Ended work at 6, then went to meet up with Esther Claire at Forever 21. Went shopping for a little while. I swear, we were in Prototype for forever and a day tryna find a Christmas gift for boyfriend ;P

Once we were done, MB picked us up then we went to go meet up with Paula Mae. Went walking around the mall, seen like the entire gay nation, no joke! Bought myself a white studded belt from Pac Sun. (= Christine and Justin met up with us. Then around 8, we ate at CPK. Kassey was supposed to come but her parents weren't letting her ;( Even though half the girls were missing, we made do with what we had. Dinner was great. Shared a bunch of laughs amongst ourselves. Around 9:30, Esther Claire had to get home. Dropped her off first, then MB took me home. I miss having our long deep conversations in her car ;] Break is finally starting to turn around. Now that the holidays are basically over, no more hectic work schedules, no more long lines, no more rude customers, no more late night closing. Less time for work, more time for play ;D

ISLAND WIDE POWER OUTAGE.

Last night was so uncalled for! But on the bright side, I got my new camera ;] Woke up around 10ish then got ready to go after Christmas shopping with the family. I swear, I am never going shopping the day after Christmas ever again! People tryna exchange stuff, people tryna return stuff, people doing last minute Christmas shopping, people just going shopping, and people with no lives to spend countless hours at the mall with their friends. It took half an hour to find parking. Seriously, are you kidding me? Stopped by work to see if my paycheck came in, yeah it so didn't -__- Talked to Jayanne and Mary for a bit. Then met up with the family. Had lunch at Farrells. (=

Didn't wanna stand in any long lines or deal with irritating people, so we left and went to Best Buy. We found parking like nothing ;] But right when we got out of the car, it started pouring -__- I walked in, bought my camera & a camera case + the 2 year warranty, then walked out ;P Afterwards, went to T-Mobile to get my grandma a new phone. Stayed in the car with the kids. Talked to boyfriend for the time being. Was supposed to Costco, but everybody was tired so we just went home.

Slept for an hour, then boyfriend called me and told me to get ready. Showered and got ready, then waited for Kristine's call. While I was sitting outside on my truck, lighting flashed and then my whole street blacked out x] I was thinking, "Yeah, we're so not going city lights." Kristine picked me up around 6:30 then we headed to Pearls to meet up with Jayanne. We get there and all the lights are off. There were cops everywhere tryna let everybody out but I'm pretty sure there were some people who stole stuff by then ;P Went in the mall looking for Jayanne, no luck. We ended up getting stuck on the top floor with no cell phone service, no car, and for me no paycheck -__-

Luckily, we found a stairs to get back to the bottom floor. Sat in the car for about 10 minutes listening to the radio. All the radio stations combined together ;P Decided to just go home cause apparently the only place on the island that has power is Kapolei, Makakilo, and Nanakuli. Lucky them. Listened to the radio for the rest of the ride home. I swear, people ask the most dumbest questions ever! And then the radio people were saying that the electricity won't be on for a while. WELL DUH! There was this one guy who called the radio and was saying how he's scared of the black out cause he might get raped x] Stupid people I tell you, haha. Took a short cut in Pearl City. For an hour ride, we made home in 20 ;] Got home and I finally got service my on phone! Cooked dinner on the gas stove, then stayed in my room for the remainder of the night. Talked to my so called 'gay best friend' for about an hour. Caught up on everything that's been going on these past what, 2 months? Started to fall asleep, and then boyfriend calls ;D Talked to him til I fell asleep. What a day.

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

This year didn't feel like Christmas at all, but I still made the best of it ;] Worked a full shift yesterday from 11-7. There was an incident that occurred in the back of the store while I was on my lunch. Pretty messed up shit ;| Was supposed to get off at 7, but due to stupid people doing last minutes Christmas shopping we didn't get off til 7:15. After work, headed to my grandma's house in Ewa by Gentry. Pretty much the whole family was already there. Waited for me and my dad them to start dinner. Had shrimp scampi and mochi for dessert, mmm ;] Played Christmas games, 'attempted' to take a family photo, me and my brother fought over baby AV ;P It was a night to remember. It made me realize how MIA I've been from my dad's side of the family ;( Around 10:30, Chelsie dropped me off home. Called boyfriend and talk to him til Christmas morning ^,^

Woke up around 10ish. It felt good to finally sleep in after a long week of work -__- Texted everybody wishing them a Merry Christmas, then showered and got ready. Headed to my aunty's house in the Renaissance, usual family tradition. Played Rockband with the family as we waited for the food to cook. Finally ate around noon. Afterwards, opened Christmas gifts. I've learned not to expect anything because I really don't expect anything. Spending time with my family is the most I could ask for. I was actually surprised at the gifts I recieved ;D AND, I'm buying my new camera tomorrow! YAY ME ^,^ Okay, back on subject. After opening all the presents, watched 'Because I Said So' with my mom. Then baked M&M brownies with the cousins. Took a shitload of pictures on Photobooth as we waited for the brownies to bake ;P I fell asleep while watching 'The Dark Knight' with my brother. Woke up around 6 and mom bought food from Zippy's. To end the night, watched 'This Christmas' with the family. Twas a good Christmas indeed. (=

ONE WEEK TIL THE NEW YEAR! ;]

BACK IN ACTION.

It's the day before Christmas Eve and I have yet to start on my Christmas shopping ;P Sorry everybody! I don't get paid til Friday -__- But yeah, with everything going on this past week, I can officially say that I am grudge-free and pretty satisfied with my life ;] I had a talk with Jay Aye and RJay last night on AIM. I swear, for two idiots they sure know how to brighten up a guy's day. Anyways, 8 hour shift tomorrow! And then family dinner with my dad's side. I miss them ;(

BAD PERSON.

You're plastic. You're a bitch. You're a failure. You're a bad influence. You're every bad thing you can possibly say about you. You're good for nothing. You're hopeless. You sit around waiting, wishing, wanting someone you can never have. You point out other people's flaws because you can't face your own. You make fun of other people to make yourself feel better. You're jealous. You can't except the fact that there's other people who are better than you. You always have to be the center of attention. You go around smiling, pretending like nothings wrong, when in your world, everything is upside down. You're an outsider trying to find a way in. You try so hard to be like everyone else, when in reality you will always be an outcast. You have issues. You are the issue. You say one thing, but do another. You will never be good enough, period. YOU YOU YOU! IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT YOU..

I am my own worst enemy ;(

GRUDGES.

You can never hold onto a grudge forever. Like the one I'm holding on to now, I know I'm gonna have to let it go soon. Reason one, it's the holidays. Reason two, it's almost a new year. And reason three, I see this person 5 days-out-of-the-week. What other choice do I have?

I just wish things didn't have to be the way they are.
YOU > I.

WINTER BREAK.

1st semester is finally over. But on the not so bright side, I'm half way through senior year ;( This break I have to make the biggest decisions of my life. Well, this week must have been the most stressing week of my life! Good news is, I passed my final exam for sociology ^,^ Physics? TOTAL BULLSHIT. I don't even wanna talk about that class -__-

Anyways, yesterday was the last day of school. NOT A GOOD DAY AT ALL. I was having my 'boy' period. 1st period, pretty much sat around with Jeff and Jay Aye. I'm gonna miss having that kid in my class ;( Stayed in yearbook for 2nd. Realized a lot of shit, wasn't in the mood to deal with anything anymore. Listened to my i-pod for the rest of the period. Mom picked me up at lunch. She gave me even more shit. Told her to drop me off at Adriel's house. Fell asleep listening to my i-pod. Nikki came over. Then Ea and Sean. Decided to go to the pool. Blake met us there. Went swimming for a bit, then Meeetcho calls asking if me and Ea wanna..SECRET ;] Did our business. Underclassmen were being assholes, got me even more irritated. Bought pasta and played gold fish while we waited ;P I swear, we were like savages fighting over the damn food x] Left around 4:30. Had to go home and get ready for girls night. Sean dropped everybody off home.

Come to find out, there were many complications going on about girls night. Only half the group ended up going out -__- Paula, Ea, and Emil picked me up. Then we headed to MB's house. She had to drop RJay off to work, so our meeting spot was at Starbucks. Met up with Christine, Justin, and baby Khysten Micheal. Waited for MB, then me and Ea jumped in her car. Went to Pearls. Me, MB, and Ea decided to skip the movie. Went to go eat at Panda's. Talked about 'after' highschool ;( Went 'shopping' afterwards ;] So while we were in Prototype, there were these perves checking out MB and Ea. Even after we left the store, they were still following! So they put their arms around mines ;P And then we were at Cookie Corner, and this total stranger comes up to me and askes, "Eh, does you friend have a boyfriend?" He was talking about Ea. I was all like, "Yeah." Then he says, "Damn. Well, tell her she's beautiful." HAHAHA x] Boys nowadays have no respect whatsoever for girls. Afterwards, went to get Starbucks. Waited for Paulamae to get me and Ea. Around 11, MB comes back to pick us up cause she needed me to drop RJay's car off to work since she had to pick up her mom. I swear we were going 80 in a 30 mph zone ;P Got home around 11:45. Talked to boyfriend ;D Bwahaha. (=

Woke up late today -__- Mom's was telling me to hurry up and get ready for the funeral. I was lazy so I told her I'll just catch the bus to work. I missed the 42 by like 30 seconds. Ended up taking the E, not knowing it doesn't go to Pearls! I ended up going to Ala Moana. Called my best friend and was complaining to him ;P I ended up working from 1-6. I'm starting to like work. (=

PS: Sorry to all my friends, but you're Christmas presents won't be given to you until after Christmas.

SLACKING.

Since I never got to blog last night, I'll talk about yesterday first. Kassey picked me up around 7:30. Went to Star Market and 7-11 before we went to school. Basically just cleaned up the classroom during 1st period. Did a practice final exam during 2nd. Performed for the Japanese visitors during lunch ;] Although we had so little space to dance, we made do with what we had. Decided not to go to 3rd period. So me, Raena, Jonathan, Adriel, and Aiza asked Sean if we could borrow his truck. Went to my house to change clothes and then stopped by Aiza's house. Picked up Sean at noon so that he could take his cousin home.

Afterwards, he dropped me off to Calvin's house since MB was begging me to come over ;P Had a short hookah session. I just wasn't feeling it. Before we headed back to school, me, MB, and Esther Claire went to go buy food for our party after school. Something happened along the way -__- After school, set up the chairs and stuff. Picked up the pizza then went to go buy plates and forks. When we got back, drama happened. Around 4, we finally started eating! Food was delicious ;] Had a bonding moment with the seniors. Everyone was pretty much cliqued by their grade level. Around 5:30, we cleaned up and left. Got home, took a shower, then got ready to go shopping with Mallory. She picked me up around 7 then we headed to Pearls. Walked around trying to find gifts for people, or at least she was. Headed to Waipio to eat at Zippy's. Ikaika was working. Got home around 10:30 and talked to my best friend til I fell asleep. (=

Today was a short day for me ;P Kassey picked me up around the same time, then we went to go get mommy coojah. Waited in the parking lot for Paula and Ea to come to school. Got a text from Ea asking if I was in school. So we decided to go pick her up. Didn't feel like going 1st, so we went to Zippy's. Me and Ea were craving musubi's, so we went to 7-11. Took my final exam for sociology. I think I bombed it -__- Kickbacked in yearbook during lunch. Afterwards, dug out with Kassey, Ea, and Christian. Went walking around Ala Moana. I have work later tonight, til later.

FLASH FLOOD WARNING.

So for the past three days, mother nature has been a total bitch! One minute it's hot and sunny, the next it's freezing cold and then a rain storm happens. Anyways, just got home from Esther's birthday dinner. It sucks that none of the girls were there ;( Sean picked me up around 6 with Jeff, then we headed to Sizzlers in Aiea. Got there just in time for reservations. There was about 15 of us in all. Dinner was quite fulfilling. I got the Shrimp, Shrimp, Shrimp! ;] Had an interesting talk about dance. Don't we always? After dinner, we went to Toys R Us to kill time. Mailyn was working. She was surprised and shame when she seen us! Walked around for Chirstmas gifts ;P Realized our started in 10 minutes, so Eric paid for his nerf gun then we headed to Pearls. We watched 4 Christmases. So while we were waiting for Esther to take out money, we were staring at this movie poster. Justin askes, "What's that movie about?" I replied, "I think it's about a unicorn." It's one of those you-had-to-be-there moments. The movie was alright. I think if it was longer then it would've been better. After the movies, everybody decided to go home.

ALL NIGHTER.

It's currently 6AM and I've been up since 10 yesterday morning. I'm running on 2 cans of Pepsi and I absolutely despise soda! Today's gonna be a looooong day -__- On the bright side, at least I finished all of my missing work ^__^ Mmk, gonna cook me some breakfast. Then shower and get ready for school ;P

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY.

So I wake up today to the sound of rain pouring outside. It's beyond rain, it's a whole storm -__- I look at my alarm clock to check what time it was, and what do you know? The power went out sometime during the night so my alarm clock restarted! Got a call from Meeetcho asking if I was going school. Yeah, it's pretty obvious what my answer was. Then I called my BFFN to ask if he was going school. Poor kid, his mom said he had to go to school. I'm actually kind of glad it's raining, I got to sleep in. 11 hours to be exact! Well it makes up for the 5+ hours of sleep I've been getting this week. Plus, I have a shitload of missing work due by tomorrow. I guess I'll get started after I'm done blogging.

Yesterday was a pretty good day. Did the usual morning routine. Got to school right when the bell rang. Then half way to J-Building, Kassey says she doesn't wanna go to 1st period cause she doesn't know where to go since she's the only one in her class who didn't go to the field trip. So me, her, and Ea went to eat at Zippy's. At least it gave me time to finish my crossword puzzle for physics. When we got back to the parking lot, there was no parking whatsoever. So we made our own ;] Meeetcho and Roose pull in after. So we sat in their van til the bell rang. Ended up being late to 2nd period. Well it's not like we do anything anyways. Kickbacked in yearbook during lunch, the usual. Looked at hoss election pictures ;P

3rd period wasn't so bad. Switched crossword puzzles with someone and had to solve their's. That's about it. 4th period, I seriously don't see the point in going to the class! All we do is sit around either listening to our teacher blab on about who know's what? Or we listen to some guy on the tv reading our book out loud. Either way it's pointless. After school went with MB, Esther Claire, and Kelly Ann to Esther's house and Mickey D's. When we were waiting at the light, there were these 2 intermediate girls pressing the button to cross, when it already said crossing. Idiots I tell you! ;P Got back to school and all of us were making ourself 'pretty' for the yearbook picture ;] We actually got a lot of stuff done today. Still don't think we'll be ready by the performance on Monday, but we'll pull something out of our asses. Practice ran from 2-6:30. It's actually not so bad staying that late. Afterwards, Sean dropped off Justin to OLPH, then Bree to her parking lot ;], then Jonathan, then Adriel. Stopped by the gas station on the way to my house. Had a deep conversation with Sean about what's been going on lately. He's thinking of joining the dance team next semester ;D So yeah, that's pretty much how my day went.

OH! And the junior/seniors + 1 sophomore of dance team's new phrase is 'OH SHAAAT! it's dangerous -__-'. Bwahaha. (=

EDIT
It's only my 2nd day of work and already I'm tired of it -__- Maybe I feel this way because of the stressful week I've been having? Hmph. Well, gonna continue working on my missing assignments. Probably gonna pull an all-nighter. Hopefully it doesn't rain tomorrow, I actually need to go to school tomorrow. Pfft, as if!

PROCRASTINATION.

It's official, I can't wait to graduate! I hate high school, but I can't wait for college ;] Well duh! I won't have to go to school 8 hours a day, 5 days a week. I'd be able to pick my schedule of when I want to go to school.

So obviously I didn't have a good day at school. Made it to school on time today. Did the usual absolute nothing in 1st period. Talked about financial aid with Rams. Worked on our final project of the semester for sociology. Nobody was in yearbook today for lunch ;( Just a few of us. 3rd period totally ruined my day! Got our so called 'progress report' for physics. I quote, "You don't have any other physics teacher to learn from. You can try taking an easier science course your 5th year in high school." What a bitch right? Tell me not?! Sorry that I missed two weeks of school because I had the flu! Ugh, whatever. Went to Mickey D's with MB and Amy after 3rd. We were 20 minutes late to brit lit. It's not like we were doing anything important anyways.

Decided that I didn't want to go to work tonight due to the fact that I have a shitload of missing work to do. So I called out from work. I'm making it up Thursday and Friday ^__^ Went to dance practice. Did ab work again, except this time it wasn't so intense! And then we went jogging, AGAIN. I'm actually getting better at it. (= Worked on 'Mad' choreography with Esther Claire. It's gonna be sick after we're done with it ;] Ended practice around 5:15. Dropped EC home and then Jonathan. Stopped by RJay's house to grab food. Had the usual deep convo with MB on the way home.

Yeah, so I'm basically taking a break from all the stress! My brain is cramping major right now. I don't know how AP kids can do this shit everyday, cause I can't handle it -__-

PLAID DAY.

To start things off, I wanna say happy birthday to Esther Claire! She's finally caught up with the rest of us ;P So went to school around 9 today. MB picked me up around 8ish, then we went to Foodland to buy Esther Claire cupcakes. Then went to Loco Moco cause her and RJay were hungry. Got to class and pretty much just talked story with the usuals. Me, MB, Esther Claire, and Jay Aye plan jobbed plaid today ;] 2nd period worked on a bookwork, what's new? Kickbacked at yearbook during lunch with the girls. Totally bombed my physics test -__- Actually attempted to do work in 4th period and I finished it!

After school had dance practice. We did abs today ;] AND we went running around the school. Supposed to teach today, BUT I was slacking on making choreography this weekend. What me and Esther have so far is good though ;D So yeah, that was pretty much my day.

13 HOURS.

So yesterday I spent 13 hours of my Saturday with Esther Claire. (= We fund raised free gift wrapping at Border's for yearbook and media. Our shift was from 10AM-4PM with Mama Q. Then we took an hour half break ;P Went to go eat at Genki. Our bill came out to $6! Thanks to Czee ;] Afterwards, we walked around the whole outlet. Bought a drink from Godiva and 20 lumpia's from Alexandra's xp

Around 5:30, headed back to Border's. Jeff, Daniel, Ahndi, and Rams were there. Sat around and laughed at EVERYTHING. We read a book about what white people like, looked at interested hair cuts in magazines, and made our Christmas list of what to get people. So like Ahndi was coughing all over Jeff and Jeff was like, "Ahndi can you not cough on me?! Winterball is around the corner and I don't wanna get sick!" Then Ahndi replied, "I'M CHOKING BETCH!" It was one of those 'you-had-to-be-there' moments.

We ended our gift wrapping session at 10PM and made $149.09 ^__^ Not bad for 12 hours worth! Went out to Zippy's afterwards with Esther Claire, Jeff, and Ahndi. Talked about our college life ;] Got home around 11ish and crashed.

So I start work today. Yes, I am officially a working boy again. (=
Btw, happy birthday Kassey!

TGIF.

First off, there's 10 more days left of the semester! Almost 1/2 way point of senior year and I'm major slacking -__- But I'm slowly getting all of my work turned in ^__^ Emphasize on 'slowly'. So I finally went back to school on Wednesday. After being sick for the past 2 weeks, it's actually nice to be back in school.

Woke up late today due to the fact that I stayed up late to work on my research project. Ended up going to school during lunch. Made up my test for sociology. I was the only one invited to attend the SLC Assembly during 3rd period. Pretty much the whole world was there! Well, except for my best friend that is ;( Pretty much just stood around and talked stories. Now 4th period, all I can say is 'WOW'. Things were different for a change. Since Steez couldn't print out our assignments, we had an oral presentation on any memory of our past. Everyone wanted to hear my 'coming out' story, so I told that one. Who knew that my story would inspire everyone else to share their heartfelt life stories! After school had practice (pretty much had practice all week). Worked on our number for the Japanese performance ;] It's coming along quite great!

Btw, just 20 more days until Christmas!

CHRISTMAS LIST.

Dear Santa & friends,
For Christmas this year, I would like any of the following:

• $$$. (=
  
• Jamba Juice gift cards.
• Genki Sushi gift cards.
• One Tree Hill DVD (seasons 2-6).
  
• XS v-necks from American Apparel.
• Long sleeve plaid shirts.
• Skinny jeans (regular or colored, size 28x28).
• Sleepover w/best friend.
  
• Christmas dinner w/ALL of my girls.
• ABCDJay outing (Genki + movies).
  
• Spend quality time with my boyfriend ;D
  

& if you really love me, you'll get me:

Animal Crossing Wii - $49.99

Canon Powershot - $199.99

Macbook - $999.99

I GUESS THIS IS GOODBYE.

There's a time in every person's life, when they're forced to say goodbye to their best friend.
I guess this is goodbye ;(

BLACK FRIDAY.

What a day. So around 4AM, Jenny calls me and tells me to get ready. Her, Ryan, and Michelle picked me up around 4:30. Picked up Jessica, then headed to Pearls. Got there right when they were opening the doors. None of the stores were open so we decided to eat at Denny's. Kassey and Bryant met up with us there. "Can I get a side order of tape?" (inside joke!) So Michelle's slipper broke, and the worker offered to fix it for her.

Went to go look for new slippers, the line was way too long. So not worth buying a slipper ;] Walked around some more. Ryan, Kassey, and Bryant left. So we ended up shopping some more. I swear we went into Forever 21 like 3 times! Decided to watch Twilight (for the 4th time). Waited in the food court for the theaters to open. Roosevelt met up with us. After the movies, I got extremely cold. Decided to sleep in the van while Michelle, Roosevelt, and Jenny went shopping. Jessica stayed with me. After a while, I had trouble breathing. So I went to the doctors. I swear, I waited 9 hours til my next meal. Doctor said I have the flu -__- So that's pretty much how I spent my day after thanksgiving.

WHAT I'M THANKFUL FOR.

For starters, HAPPY THANKSGIVING! ^,^

I woke up feeling good today. I sent text messages to all my best friends, including my best cuzzo, saying why I'm thankful for them. (= I can't wait for dinner tonight with the family, so til then I'll write short "thank you's" to the people I'm thankful for the most.

My family, my everything. These are the people in life who've seen me transform the most from my spoiled childhood days, through my 'act-out' teenage years, til my almost-graduating-going-out-into-the-real-world self now. I'm thankful for them supporting me my whole life, making sure I have a roof over my head, clothes on my back, food in my mouth, and money for me to spend. Even when I had a job, my parents paid for practically everything. I've learned that no matter who you gain or lose in life, you're family will ALWAYS be there for you, through every mistake you make in life. They're the only people who will NEVER judge you for WHO YOU ARE. Family comes first, always.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. With that being said, I believe we meet the people we do in life not because we want to, but because we're supposed to.

Michelle-Lei, my other half. How do I even begin to explain our 8 years of friendship into one paragraph? If I've learned one thing with her, it's that we can't explain our entire friendship into one sentence ;] I'm thankful for god allowing this friendship to even be possible. That I can have a decent friendship without the lies, the betrayal, and the he said, she said bullshit. For as long as I've known her, we haven't fought once. And that's what I love about her most. She's my other half not only because she's a girl, but because she's interested in everything I'm not, but at the same time we're exactly the same. I know that no matter where life takes us, I know that she's always be there at the end of the road.

Marinelle Marie, my outspoken best friend. I remember like it was just yesterday, being in homeroom together. I wouldn't be the blunt person I am today if it weren't for her. Through all the drama back in intermediate, I wouldn't have survived through all the deep shit without her and the rest of the izzles by my side! Although we've had our 'issues' back in sophomore year, we've learned to overcome those silly ol' games and look passed that. I'm thankful for re-kindled friendships, because everyone deserves a second chance.

Paula Mae, my rooftop sitter. I remember frosh orientation, when I accidentally made a mistake writing her reciept for frosh dues! I'm thankful for her transferring over to Campbell, because if not I wouldn't have an over-achiever-good-naughty-girl best friend like her. She's my idol of why I go to school everyday ;] Whenever I'm having a bad day, she's there to help cheer me up. Cause that's just the kind of person she is, she's a smart girl with a big heart and wise words to come up with it.

Michelle Ea, the other Michelle. Just like Paula, I'm thankful for her transferring over to Campbell. We were never close until junior year. But I'm thankful for every drunk or sober thing we've ever done together. Like that one time at the twin's hotel party when we got ____, and then we got _____, and then we ended up _________! Good times, good times. But most of all, when I was having a mental break down that one time at dance, you were the one who sat down with me and talked me through everything. Oh, and then took me home afterwards. (=

Mallory & Mashwelle, my MSquared. I'm thankful to have worked at BR, because if I haven't I wouldn't have met you two. Even though we live our different lives now, we always seem to find time for each other. We've been through a lot this year, and I'm glad to have shared that with you two. Despite my age difference, you two made sacrifices and founds things to do around it since I'm not legal yet ;P And I love you guys for that!

Kassey, Jenny, & Jessica. I know we spent all summer together, and totally drifted once senior year took place. But I'm glad we're finally spending more time together again. I'm thankful for every ride I've ever gotten from you guys. You guys never leave anyone behind, cause that's just the kind of people you are. Kassey, I'm thankful that this year is a drama-free year for you. Jenny, I'm thankful for your baby and I'm honored to be an uncle. Jessica, I'm thankful that somehow I always end up as your date for date night.

Esther Claire, Christine, & Lisa. Esther, I'm thankful for our dancing talent and because of it, we're compatible to work as dance partners. Christine, I'm thankful for your 'uniqueness' and you never fail to make me laugh with everything you say. Lisa, I'm thankful for your 'blonde' moments and to be friends with someone as caring as yourself.

Jonathan Michael Viloria Inigio, my BFFN. I'm thankful to have joined dance team this year and met someone like you who is as sarcastic as me. I know it's hard being friends with someone like me, especially since people talk, but I'm glad you set that aside just to be my friend. Through all the jokes, and secrets, and shit talking, I'm thankful to have shared all of that with you. You really are the best friend anyone can ask for.

RJay & Roosevelt, my 'R' boys. I'm thankful to have guy friends like you, who see past all the judgement and treat me no different than any other guy friend. Whenever I have boy issues with a certain someone, you two always take the time to listen to what I have to say. You two are different in many ways, but you two care just the same.

Katarina, my homey. The most down-to-earth girl I have ever met. She's the reason I got through frosh year. I'm thankful for our friendship because even if we don't spend as much time together anymore like before, I know I can still count on her. And because she's the only person I know who wouldn't mind going all the way to town just to kickback.

ABCJay. You four are truly a few of the greatest people I could ever meet. Even though we aren't all close anymore, we always have moments where we're all at the same place at the same time. 2007 was one of the most memorable years because of you four. I cherish all those nights we ate out to Genki, watched movies, parties at my house ;], etc.

Dear reader, I am thankful that you take the time to read about my daily bullshit life story. (=

3RD TIMES A CHARM.

So I finally went back to school today. Couldn't find a ride this morning, -__- Ryan and the twins came to get me ^__^ 1st period was a waste. Pretty much just sat around the whole period watching PSA videos. Jordan comes up to me and says, "You never drop-out yet?" ASSHOLE! Hahaha. 2nd period, worked on this Q&A worksheet. Individual work sucks. Kickbacked in yearbook during lunch. Watched Twilight ;]

Went to the gym for 3rd period to take our senior class picture. Afterwards, dug out and chilled in MB's car til 3rd period was over. Was supposed to go Kapolei to watch Twilight with the girls, but almost everyone bailed out. So it was on me, MB, & Ea. On the way there, we decided to buy food. McDonald's - long line, KFC - made out of rat food, Taco Bell - made out of rat food says MB. Me and Ea settled on getting chicken quesadilla's ;D MB ended up buying Mickey D's! Heading to the theaters Ea says, "Aw we shoulda got Jack-in-the-Box!" MB says, "It's made out of rat food!" (inside joke) FYI MB, RATS EAT ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING! The movie was yet again, breath taking! 3rd times a charm ;D After the movie, took pictures in the parking lot then MB took me home.

5 DAY WEEKEND.

So I finally got my voice back, along with my sense of smell and taste! I still have this cough caught in the back of my throat -__- But, I'm finally going back to school tomorrow. Besides, it's only 1 day ;] And then back to a 4 day weekend ^__^

Senior class assembly tomorrow which means, all 1st period with my girls. (=

DATE NIGHT.

So yesterday didn't start off so well. I woke up cause I couldn't breathe -__- So my mom made an appointment for me to go to the doctor which meant missing out on the performance. Pretty much slept the whole day. Got a wake up call from Jessica bugging me to go with her to date night. Got ready around 5:30. Ryan picked me up, then picked up the twins. Met up with Kassey and Bryant at the gas station. Waited for Lisa and Jun. So Bryant comes up to the window and says to me, "Are you high?" I replied, "I'm fucken sick you asshole!"

Headed over to Ward. Ate at Panda's. Plans got delayed so we decided to catch the 9:20 movie. MB, RJay, Esther, and Eric ended up not watching movies with us cause they had curfew. Waited forever for Ea, Brandon, Shy, and Age. Watched Twilight, again. I can't get enough of it ;]

Btw, Happy Birthday Ea. (=

TWILIGHT.

So last night I watched the midnight premiere of Twilight. (= Ikaika picked me up around 9:15 then we headed to Greyson's house. Stayed there for a little while as they finished getting ready. Got to the theaters around 10ish, they were already letting people inside. There were 3 movie theaters playing the midnight show. There were like 17 of us in two rows! Pretty much sat in the theater for 2 hours xp But it was worth ithe wait ;] The movie was exactly what I expected. I can't wait to watch it again tomorrow at date night ;P

Mmk, I have to shower and get ready for practice. I woke up to a major headache and I felt like I pill was caught in my throat -__- Til later. 0=]

ITOUCH.

So like, I actually went to all of my classes today ^__^ YAY ME! MB picked me up around 7:30, got Esther, and made it to school by 7:55. (= Had a sub for 1st period. That stupid betch Phillis has no right whatsoever to tell me what I should or should not do. I wasn't disturbing anyone from doing anything they weren't already doing! Anyways, 2nd period wasn't so bad today. Me, Meeetcho, and Richrawrd were all in class today ^__^ Worked on bookwork and actually finished it.

Kickbacked at yearbook during lunch, the usual. Did a 'labject' during 3rd. Walked with Meeetcho to 4th, bumped into Roose, Amy, and Kat on the way. Ended up talking story til 1:30. Finally went to class xp We were watching a movie anyways! Watched Mean Girls on Meeetcho's iTouch instead ;D After school, went to dance practice. Finished up the rest of the number. Gonna watch the opening premiere of Twilight at midnight ;]

Btw, Happy Birthday Jordan! (=

SCHOOL WIDE CUT DAY.

So today was school wide writing day. Pfft, more like school wide cut day ;D Just like every other morning, MB picked me up, was supposed to pick up Christine, but Kassey did instead. Then picked up RJay and Esther. Went to 7-11 to buy breakfast, or at least they did. Right when we get in the car somebody said, "I don't wanna go to 1st period." So what do we do? Call Calvin and ask if he's still at home. Ended up staying at Calvin's house for 1st period. Watched youtube videos on 'The Nice Guy'. It's pretty good. Their video skills are like AMAZING ^__^

Went back for 2nd period. Pretty much just sat there the whole period and listened to everyone present their comic strips. Stayed in 10 minutes for lunch to take my common assessment! Ea waited for me. (= Kickbacked at yearbook for the rest of lunch. Got there and already everybody was bashing me to cut 3rd and 4th to go to my house. I gave in to peer pressure -__- Left before the bell rang for 3rd. Chilled at Choco Beach before going to my house. The workers were staring!

Got to my house around 11:30. Reminisced while looking at old pictures from frosh year til now xp I love my girls > anything. Headed back to school around 1:30. Practice went well today. Me & Esther worked on the partner part for her choreography. It's pretty damn sexy if you ask me ;] Ended practice around 5:15. Went to BK with the best friend. And now I'm at home myspacing. I'm uber excited for Twilight tomorrow night! ;]

SENIOR CUT DAY-ISH.

Senior year isn't going how I expected it too, both good and bad. Today was one of those good days. (= So as usual, MB picks me up around 7:40. Decided to buy breakfast from Loco Moco. When we were picking up our food, Ea calls me telling me Paula doesn't wanna go 1st. After we got our food, we headed to the parking lot. Ea jumped into the car with us, Christine and Kassey jumped in with Paula. Took the back roads to avoid getting stuck in traffic. Finally got to drive on the opposite side of the lane! We beat Paula ;] Stopped by my house to change and grab water. Then met up with Paula them at Jenny's house. On the way, I made a theory that they all planned for us to skip today xp So when we get to Jenny's house, we talk outside to talk about what we're gonna do. MB said, "You know if we go Tantalus, we're not gonna make it back to 2nd right?" And the girls all say, "Who said we're going back?"

We led the way to Pali Lookout. Paula drives slower than a nana x] It was hella breezy at Pali! My hat flew off for two seconds, then came back to me ;] Everybody's shirt was blowing up, and the girls hair were all getting messed up! Jenny asked a bunch of tourist if they could take our picture for us xp Me and Jenny ended up having to pee, so we decided to go to Windward. Got lost on the way, missed the exit, TWICE -__- Took a pit stop to fill the car with gas. Then started again to Windward. All of us used the girls bathroom (which was empty btw). Walked around a bit, stopped by the pet shop, looked at clothes for the mommies ;], sat on the comfy couches, and bought cookies/brownies from cookie corner. Everyone started getting hungry so we went to Mickey D's. We had our own private room ;D

Around noon, called up Meeetcho and asked if we could hookah. She gave us the thumbs up, so we headed to Waipahu to buy the flavor. Ea's boyfriend to boyfriend (inside joke) ;P Got another one of Meeetcho's random 'filipino' text. Missed the exit to Pearl Harbor, so we ended up roaming through Kalihi. Played up beat tunes as we sped down the freeway ^__^ Finally got to Roose's house around 1. Hookah'd til 3 ;] It was a pretty good session indeed. Did our usual O's and cheerios, but this time it included bubbles ;D Took pictures and made video's on MB's laptop. Paula dropped me back to school a little after 3 for practice. Practice went well, just getting ready for our upcoming performance. After practice, went to BK with Jonathan to buy food. Got home, and uh? I'd rather not talk about it -__-

Twas a good day indeed. It would've been way better if ALL the girls came. I know we'll find another day this year to make up for it ;]

I HATE SUNDAYS.

Quote of the day:
"Go for the one who has nothing instead of everything. Cause the person who has nothing to offer materialistic wise, can fulfill your sentimental needs." - DTNV.

So as you can see, I finally 'pimped out' my blogspot ^__^ YAY ME! I feel so accomplished with myself. Now if I weren't so lazy to do the same with my myspace xp Anyways, pretty much stayed home all weekend. BUT, even if I didn't do anything, instead I _______________ ;] SECRET!

Alright, time to get ready for the wedding. (=

EDIT
Just got home from the wedding. It went better than I expected. I love spending quality time with my family ^__^ It was kinda rocky at first, so I texted my best friend to keep me occupied on those 'dull' moments. The comedy act livened up the party ;D I swear, I ate like everything that was served on our table xp Left around 10:30. Bought a mcflurry on the way home ;] School tomorrow, EW!

TGIF.

So like, I'm in 1st period. Sitting next to Jordan, Sean, blah blah blah, Genesis, and Asia. Not going 4th period, going Gagada's house. Hookah session with Meeetcho, Roose, MB, and Jonathan. Update later.

EDIT
So today was totally uncalled for. 1st period was actually worth going to today. Sat next to Jordan practically the whole time on blogger making fun of MB & Esther Claire's blogspot ;P Watched another one of Jim Carrey's movies during sociology. Gossiped with Meeetcho the whole time xp Had a photoshoot during lunch with 3/4 of the girls. Took a test on Newton's 3 laws during 3rd. I actually did better than I thought ^__^ Dug out during 4th period with Meeetcho, Roose, MB, Jonathan, & Ea. (= Went to Roose's house to hookah, go figure! Wasn't one of our best sessions, but it was still better than going to brit lit! Bought food on the way back to school. Had a little meeting with Jenn. Discussed some major issues! No practice today. Instead I had yet, ANOTHER talk with the dance squad. Finally cleared everything up - all the tension, the lies, and most of all, RESPECT. Hopefully everything goes smooth sailing from here. Walked Ea home. We made a little 'life-movie screen play' ;] So that was pretty much my day. Sadly, I have no plans tonight whatsoever -__-

Btw, happy birthday Gemel! (=

EARTH MONTH KICK-OFF.

So yesterday was a busy day indeed. Woke up late, so I asked Kassey to pick me up since she wasn't going to 1st. Went to Nikki's house to wash her car xp Then went to meet up with everyone at Starbucks. So much for senior cut day..There were only the usual ditchers (go figure!). Headed back to school for 2nd period. Got to the parking lot and everything, til we decided to just kickback at my house ;P Got home, watched 90210 and cup-of-noodles. Around 10:15, we left back for school. Had my presentation for physics. On my way to 4th, I seen Paula Mae and Ea, the usual. Paula's like, 'Feel my hair.' And right before I touched it I yelled 'OMG! I LOVE YOUR HAIR!' She chopped it all off, literally. In a cute way of course ^__^ 4th period was the same as always - all talk, no work.

Since we weren't leaving to KHS til 3:30, I stayed at practice for an hour. I was trying so hard not to break a sweat -__- Mission accomplished! Rode with MB, Esther Claire, D-fizz, and Jordan. Practically laughed the whole ride there x] When we got to KHS, we made like we knew were we were going, SO DIDN'T! So we asked a teacher for directions. Finally got to where we supposed to be, so not what we expected. A bunch of adults talking about 'being green', at least we got free stuff ;] And an uber cute turtle book ^__^ Then we headed inside the building to check out their recording studio and what not. We dug out at 5. Dropped off Jordan and then went to BR to buy MB's baby cousin a cake for his birthday. Afterwards, she dropped me home. Yaddi yaddi ya, and that was my day. (=

HYPNOTISM.

Today was totally un-called for. So around noon, got ready to go out with Ikaika. We went to the mall, walked around a bit, then finally decided to just watch movies. We watched Saw V, his treat. (= It was alright, the ending was pretty shitty though. After the movie, Ikaika dropped me off home.

Debated whether or not I wanted to go to the party. Got ready and left around 6:30. Kickbacked with Chalsea the whole time. We got tattoos on our necks and wrist ;] Then it was time for the hypnotist show. I was gonna volunteer myself to go up cause of Chalsea, thank god I didn't! x] The show cannot be explained into words - flying to space, martian on Mars, sinking ships, boys being girls and vice-versa, magical baby, dead puppy, etc. The party ended around 11. Was planning on going to the after party, but I didn't. Talked to my best friend for the rest of the night. (=

HOOKAH SESSION.

So today was totally uncalled for, like no joke. 1st period was a total waste of time. Michelle and Roosevelt picked me & Ea up for 2nd. Kickback at Meeetcho's house. Cooked spam, hookah'd, & watched 'ameteur' porn ;] Bwahaha. Ran outta flavor, so we went to Waipahu to buy some more ^__^ Decided to finish hookahing at Roosevelt's house. His bed was much more comfortable, especially with the AC blowing on us. (= Laughed at porn magazines and hookah'd once again. Tipsy bit me that betch! Didn't finish our session til almost 3. Then Michelle dropped me & Ea off to practice. Learned choreography for a bit. Then had a major discussion with the dance team. Laid everything out - all the shit talking, the lies, and the betrayal. It ended up in tears ;( Pretty much resolved the issues. Hopefully the rest of the year will be drama free. 0=] Had a vent session with Ea, felt good to finally let everything out. Mmk, gonna crash soon. I still have a major headache -__-

gnite. (=

FULL DAY.

After a 6 days of not going to 1st period, I finally showed up today ;P Actually, I attended all of my classes today ^__^ YAY ME! I was offered to go to C-Building, but I rejected. Who said I can't fight temptation to cut? ;] So I totally got into it with Mr. Steez today. Shithead thought he could pick an argument with me? Doesn't he know not to mess with a betch?! HAHAHA, just kidding!

Anyways, went to buy food after school with Sean & Esther. We went to 7/11, BK, & Mickey D's. I know right, what the fuck? Esther held practice today. Her choreography was sick ;] I totally didn't get any of it -__- HAHAHA. I know I know, sad my life. So I just realized that I haven't touched Eclipse for a week now? Maybe I'll read it before I go to sleep?

Til later. (=

LET YOUR VOICE BE HEARD.

Since I never had the time to blog yesterday, I'll write about yesterday first. Ended up waking up late, so I didn't go to 1st or 2nd. Cashed my check then headed to school. Had the performance at Ewa Elementary for a Drug Free event. It was alright. Ate at Genki afterwards with the dance team. Had practice afterschool then went to BK with my best friend. (=

Last night was totally not what I expected. So it was just supposed to be an early birthday dinner for Mashwelle, then see her off to the airport. Me & Mallory bought a floatie & a princess crown from Walmart along with a cake from BR. Got sushi before heading to her house. Bad news happened on the way to the airport. But things turned around when we met Super Crew at the airport! ;]

So today is election day which means NO SCHOOL! Yeah, I'm totally not legal to vote. Oh wells. Barrack Obama won. Go figure. Anyways, my day sucked. Until I went on my date that is ;P Don't feel like going into details. School tomorrow, how fun. Psssht! Thank god it's a short day. Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MASH POTATOE!

HALLOW EVE'S WEEKEND.

So this has been one of the best weekend's I've had since who knows how long?! Actually, this whole week was great. Never went to 1st period at all this week due to junior's taking their PSA testing which gave me an extra two hours to sleep. For Halloween on Friday, I dressed up as an 80's kid. (= Afterschool, ate at Loco Moco with Meeetcho, Roosevelt, and Jonathan. Spent the night at Aunty Kimmi's house. Went trick-or-treating with the kids, then passed out candy for a little while. Ate dinner with the family and watched One Missed Call.

Got a text from Mallory asking what I was doing. Come to find out, her and Mash were going to the movies. She picked me up around 9:45, then we went to go pick up Mash. Made it to the movies just in time. Watched 'Zac & Miri Make a Porno' ;] Ryan met up with us in the theater. The movie was pretty funny, very sexually-active indeed x] Afterwards, we decided to eat at iHop thinking it was 24 hours. Bad news! They closed at midnight -__- So instead we went to Denny's in Kunia. Marlon joined us. Ate breakfast, had a few laughs, and finally got home around 3.

Didn't do much yesterday. But at night, went to Aunty Kimmi's house again for Mia's birthday. Pretty much it. Tonight, went to my uncle's party in Waipahu. Gossiped with Chalsea the whole time ;] Caught up on everything that's passed these past two months. Got a text from Ikaika asking if I had plans. Around 8 he came to pick me. Only, it took him 20 minutes to find the house x] Went to Walmart (since it's the best place in the world to kill time). Walked around a bit and talked about 'famous' people's life story. I had to pee, but because Walmart closed their bathroom because who knows what, I had to use the one at Wendy's ;P Drove around Ewa Beach til we decided to just eat at Zippy's. Walked in and seen a bunch of Campbell kids. Sean and Mai were dining in as well. I was craving dessert, like a lot. I wanted ice cream and a banana, but I wanted a brownie too. So me & Ikaika decided to get the Brownie Delight with a banana on the side. The waitress comes to take our order and Ikaika askes, 'How much would it be to buy a banana on the side?' x] Come to find out, it's 10 cents per slice. I ended up getting my wish of brownies, ice cream, and bananas ;P YAY ME! Talked about our relationship status, and then some, til we realize how late it was getting. Got home around 11:15. Performance tomorrow at Ewa Elementary for a DARE Free event. (= I'm excited!

THE VOG.

So for the past four days, the weather has been muggy -__- I only noticed yesterday that the reason for that is cause of the vog! Slept in again, for the second time in a row. Got ready around 9ish and left around 10:15. Met up with Ea and walked with her to school. (= It was really humid on the way, like really. Hung out with the girls (feels like I haven't done that for a while!). Had a discussion on how you make boy babies and girl babies ;] HAHAHA.

Meeetcho finally came back to 2nd period. Had an oral quiz on the work we did yesterday. Yeah, the one question I didn't have the answer to was my question for the damn test! So I passed and got an easier question ^__^ Watched a video during physics on Newton's 3rd law. My neighbors found out about my 3rd period crush -__- HOW SHAME?! 4th period was a total bore, go figure. Got home and finished up reading New Moon since I hadn't had a chance to read it since Sunday. I'm proud of myself for finishing it up in two days. Mmk, gonna start reading Eclipse. (=

SEX TALK.

So this week will be a short week of school for me. (= Junior's have testing all week, which means shorter classes ;] Woke up around 9 today, ate breakfast, then got ready for school. Left around 10:30 and got to school by lunch. Didn't go to 1st period, couldn't stand being in a class for 3 hours! So I only went to 2nd & 3rd period.

Went to Genki for 4th w/MB, RJay, Ea, & Steven. (= Paid for Steven cause he 'left his wallet at home'. Had our usual small talk about religious stuff. Then we had a sex talk ;] HAHAHA. Steven felt uncomfortable, so we started picking on RJay xp Talked about anal sex, three-somes, and all that other good stuff ;] Went straight home afterschool and got ready for my dentist appointment which only lasted 15 minutes! Bought BK on the way home. Mmk, gonna finish up reading New Moon. (=

NEW MOON.

This weekend was pretty chill. Yesterday woke up early and got ready to head down to EBCP. Met up with the dance squad at the library around 10:30. Didn't perform til 12:30 -__- We waited two hours for a 3-minute number! After the performance, went to Genki with Jonathan, Blake, and Nikki. (= Had a bunch of laughs. Paid for Jonny boy's poor ass! ;P Got Jamba Juice before we headed to Blake's house. Kickbacked and watched Degrassi. Left around 4ish and dropped Jonathan home. Got home and crashed.

Woke up to the same cloudy weather as yesterday. Was planning to go to EBCP again, but I didn't wanna get rained on -__- So I decided to stay home since I've been out all week. Finally started reading New Moon. (= I'm a little more than half way through. I'll be finished with it by tomorrow ^__^ Then I have to go and buy Eclipse.

HSM3.

Today was a day full of excitement ;] The only thing that kept me waiting in suspense was school ;P HAHAHA. It actually wasn't all that bad today. 1st period - sat around and did the usual nonsense, NOTHING! 2nd period - I was by myself, again -__- Picked a topic for my sociology project. Lunch - kickback at the tree by K-Building. Kassey cleaned Steven's eye-brows while the rest of us stood around discussing Twilight ;] 3rd period - So I walked all the way up O-Building just to find out I had to go to the computer lab all the way in D-Building. Total bullshit! Had to work on a work sheet about Newton's Law. Afterwards, played some building game on Fantastic Contraption ^__^ 4th period - tried reading New Moon. So wasn't happening. Afterschool, ran tomorrow's performance a couple of times then headed home.

Around 5, got ready to go out with Mallory. She picked me up around 5:45. Then we went to go eat at Genki in Ewa. Caught up on everything that's been going on lately. Afterwards, we headed to Waikele to meet up with Mash. Come to find out she was working til 9. So we killed time by going to Border's to buy me New Moon. (= Then we went to get some ice cream at Baskin Robbins. Mash called and said she can't make it. So we rushed to Pearl Highlands to make it in time for the 9:15 show of HSM3. On the way there, every traffic light literally turned red! Managed to get there in 6 minutes. The movie was alright, pretty much what I expected. But it gets me thinking about graduation and more importantly, MY FUTURE.

CHARLISLE?!

So today was alright I guess. MB picked me up for school. Waited in the parking lot for Esther Claire's call to come get her. Ramiscal made our group put DVD covers into CD cases since we weren't working on our script for our H&A video xp We ended up brainstorming on an idea while doing our consequence (which was pretty fun). Did book work during 2nd. Talked stories with Meeetcho and Richrawrd.

Lunch was HOT -__- Chilled at the usual spot. Yeah, so I had a total blonde moment today. ME: "How do you pronounce Edward's dad's name, Charlisle?" MEETCHO: "It's Charlisle!" [kar-lyle]. HAHAHA xp Anyways, half way through lunch, went with Ea to sit under the tree with Steven ;] Had a conversation with him about work and stuff. 3rd period was total bullshit! I don't even wanna talk about it. Finished up watching the movie of Queen Elizabeth during 4th. A lot can happen in the dark ;]

Yeah, I need to stop writing everyday about my life story. I'm running outta subject titles xp

GOOD DAY.

Today was a good day. Besides the fact that I woke up late and missed the bus -__- HAHAHA. Kassey ended up picking me up. Watched PSA videos in media. I think my group did a pretty good job ^__^ Quote of the day: 'The video is saying to conserve ice cream and water.' (inside joke). Nobody was in sociology -__- I actually did the book work. Chilled at the usual spot with the girls. Talked about the usual 'pregnancy' stuff ;P Once again, nobody was in physics. And yet again, I actually did the worksheet. OH! I aced my pop quiz ;] YAY ME! Watched a movie on Queen Elizabeth during American Lit. Ended up falling asleep half way through xp

After school, talked with Esther and Sean before DS practice started. I have to attend the next retreat because Sean said I have no other choice. I actually wanted to go to the one this past weekend, but I was scheduled work all weekend -__- Practice was pretty fun indeed. Came up with nicknames for the certain few ;] After practice, went to Mickey D's with the youngin's. They're pretty chill to kickback with.

So yeah, that's pretty much how my day went. (=

ACCOMPLISHMENT.

I finally finished reading Twilight. (=
And I definitely can't wait til the movie comes out!

2 WEEKS NOTICE.

So today I put in my letter of resignation. My official last day is November 1.
Time to start looking for a new job.
(:

IS IT ME?!

Or is senior year finally starting to turn around (except for the fact that my american lit teacher is total bullshit!), aside from that 2nd term is going smoothly. Woke up this morning and took my time getting ready for school. Called MB and asked where she was, but she didn't have her car today. So instead, Kassey picked me up. Read my stupid brit lit assessment paper the whole ride to school. Worked on it during 1st period so I could turn it in before 2nd. And I did! ^__^ Finished up watching the rest of Freedom Writers during 2nd.

Chilled at the usual spot during lunch. EXCEPT, RJay and Steven joined us ;D Had a buncha laughs indeed. The boys were having an arguement whether or not Jesus had siblings xp Total idiots I tell you! 3rd was better than most days. Did a lab on gravity and inertia. Then watched a video for the rest of the period. 4th period was another waste of my time. I seriously hate going to that class now. I actually did my work today. After school, had DS practice. Not much people were there cause there was 'mis-communication' which caused practice to supposedly be 'cancelled' til Monday. Blake taught choreography, pretty good stuff. Ended practice early and walked to BK with Jonathan, Blake, Nicole, and Mahina. Caught the bus home -__- It wasn't so bad. I had my book with me, so I killed time reading it. I'm currently talking to Mallory on the phone. Updating each other on our life story, haha.

WRONG SIDE OF THE BED.

Fell asleep last night around 9:30 reading Twilight. I know right, how early?! Woke up at 2 AM to 2 missed calls and 3 text messages xp Ended up waking late for school -__- Put my jeans in the dryer to dry, or so I thought. I come back after taking my shower to find it wasn't on! So I had to wait on that and MB was already on her way. Then when I was finally ready, I had a shitload of lint all over my shirt! So from when I left my house, til 7-11, til the parking lot, I was rolling lint off my shirt ;P Talked to Kassey and Jessica this morning before school started. Then headed to 1st period. Worked on my graphics. I think the best part of my day was 2nd period. Which is surprising considering I absolutely hate that class! Talked with Meeetcho and Richrawrd for a bit. Then watched Freedom Writers for the rest of the period ^__^ One of the best movies ever made, I must say.

Chilled with Kassey, Paula, and Mommy C during lunch. Talked about growing up and life after highschool. 3rd period was a drag -__- The only reason I go to that class, besides my grade, is for NCBD >;] HAHA. 4th period was a even drag! Mr. Steez needs to loosen up and let us be! Yeah, he totally hates Mark and was yelling at him the whole period xp Mark finally couldn't take it and walked outta class, poor guy. Afterschool, came straight home. Had a few phone conversations with people. Took a nap. Now here I am.

1ST DAY - 2ND TERM.

So woke up after 10 hours of sleep. Totally forgot I had school xp Got ready and waited for MB to pick me up. Guam was in the car. Caught up on everything that happened during fall break. Went to Jamba Juice, then 7-11. Seen Richrawrd on the side of the road and started yelling his name to get in the car. Late to 1st, the usual. Headed to the gym for our senior class assembly. We were supposed to take our class picture for the yearbook, but because of miscommunication, it's re-scheduled to sometime in January. When over some stuff for graduation and we had speakers from colleges around the island speak to us. Pretty much didn't listen half the time. Except when LCC did their demonstration, it was actually entertaining ^__^

It was a great bonding experience. Ate cookies (that I bought from LV), played with Kassey's DS, read blogs on Daniel's iPhone, made trouble to Jessica about going into the army after graduation, teased a white hair, laughed at a white girl fall on the stairs, jumped in the air for an army t-shirt, wondered whether or not 'Jake' was gay, and fed baby TJ. Overall, it was a first time in a long time that EVERYONE was together.

After the assembly, we had to go back to 1st period. Ramiscal asked everyone in the class a life situation question. Ramiscal, 'If your significant other was checking out your ex, what would you do?' Me, 'Check our their ex back!' HAHAHA xp It's true! Don't get mad, GET EVEN >;] Class was only 45 minutes, so it went by pretty fast. Hung out at k-building lunch. They're pretty chill people. Yeah, I need to make some guy friends -__- Nobody wanted to go to 4th period, so we decided to dig out and go to Calvin's house after lunch. Funny story - Ms. Flossie was driving her cart all over the damn parking, so instead Ralph went home to get his car, then picked us up on the side of the gym. We fit 12 people in his 4Runner! xp I cooked everyone spam while Ea baked 1/3 of a cake with one egg (inside joke). Steven and Zorben grappled for about 20 minutes straight. Guy on guy action, trust me it wasn't a pretty sight ;P Around 1:45, Leo drove us back to school. OMG! We almost got into an accident -__- My heart literally flew outta my chest! But I survived ;D

After we picked up the cars, we headed to Genki. Me and MB told RJay about our life story back in intermediate xp Yep, that was pretty much how my day went. Mmk, gonna continue reading Twilight (:

HOME, SWEET HOME.

It's been a long day -__- Didn't finish packing til 2 this morning. Decided to pull an all nighter. Ended up falling asleep at 5 AM. Woke up at 6:30 and got ready to go to the airport. Traffic traffic traffic! Had a quick flight from LV to LA. We were supposed to board the plane at 2, but our flight was delayed til 3. So I decided to go gallivanting in the airport ;D Found a bookstore and bought Twilight >;] Ended up reading during my entire flight. I must say, it's turning out to be a good book like everyone said it was.

Back to school tomorrow. I'm actually excited ^__^ I miss my girls! I haven't seen them all break >;( Mmk, gonna continue reading Twilight >;]

GOODBYE LV, HELLO HI.

So just when I thought my whole trip was a waste, these past two days changed everything. So last night around 11 I get a text from Rick asking if we could talk. I told him yeah and waited outside for him to pick me up. Talked to RJay for a bit about my problems, haha. Not knowing that Rick texted me asking whether or not to pick me up at my house. So I waited outside in the freezing cold for 20 minutes! Finally he gets me a little before midnight. Went to Sonic to get some food. Their breakfast burritos are one of the best I've ever tasted ^__^ Then we parked near a golf course and 'talked'. More like we listened to emo music and not say one word. I finally broke the silence and suggested to go walk the strip. BAD IDEA! Parked at Planet Hollywood and started walking from there. That's when I decided to play a game. We talked about when we first met til how we got to today. That so didn't help! We got as far as Treasure Island when I wanted to turn back xp Bought Starbucks at Caesers Palace before we left. Stopped by his house and picked up the ring he bought for me a year ago. Yaddi yaddi ya, got home around 3:30 and crashed.

Woke up at 10:30 today and got ready to spend one last day with the family. Went to M&M World on the strip. Bought a bunch of souveneirs. Bought Panda for breakfast/lunch, brunch? Afterwards, played games at gameworks downstairs. Had a family race session >;] Around 5, we headed to Caesers Palace. Had a shopping spree at American Apparel, thanks mom! ;D Then we went to some organic grocery store to buy non-organic cookies and brownies for my aunty xp Finally got to my grandparents house for a big family dinner. Kickbacked with the adults and watched the bball game. Talked about moving here next year after graduation 0=] At 10, we watched the new episode of The Hills. It was a boring episode. Mmk, now I have to go pack! Leaving in the morning. Now I wish I could've stayed longer -__-

R. PEREZ,

Til today, I still question my feelings for you. After 2 1/2 years, you'd think I'd officially be over you. After what happened yesterday, I finally realized why we can never be. Distance was never the problem. It was all the let downs you put me through. I know I'm a jerk to you most of the time, but it's not intentional, you know that. What I've put you through these past two years isn't half as bad as what you've done to me this past year. I admit, when I told you I was over you, it was out of the blue. And I thought that was it. But you proved me wrong. When we started talking again back in May, I was glad that we were friends again - best friends even. When you told me that your aunty had bought you plane tickets to come to Hawaii, I actually felt those butterflies in my stomach again. I was actually happy. And then you told me that the tickets were one way, meaning you would live here for a year. That got my hopes up with 'us' even stronger. I never told you cause I was still unsure about my feelings. The week you told me you'd be here was post poned for another week, then another week cause you went to Kawaii first, and when you were finally here I didn't even get to see you. That's when I started questioning myself whether or not you were really here? You know, you really make it hard sometimes for me to believe everything you tell me. But I never said anything. We planned to have our official 'date' the Saturday after 4th of July, I never felt so excited for anything in my entire life. On 4th of July I spent the day at Turtle Bay, but I chose to leave at night just so I could talk to you. You text me the whole ride home. Telling me you had something to tell me. I thought it was good news cause you had a smiley face at the end of the text. I call you, and you tell me the last thing that was on my mind. You told me you were over me. If that wasn't bad enough, you said you've been over it since that Monday. You don't know, and never will know, how hurt and stupid I felt. A few days pass by, we still don't talk. Then I go on myspace one night seeing your bulletin to someone saying you can't wait to go the beach with them. I felt even more crushed -__- Strike one. That's when I decided to delete you out of my life completely. I erased your number, all your messages, your screen name from aim, and you from myspace. I could finally move on.

Two months past by and I finally got over it. Or so I thought. That's when I decided if I can't have you as mines, the least we can be is just friends. So I ask you if we can be friends, you say no. Strike two. The day of my birthday turned out to be one of the worst days of my life. But when I seen your message saying 'happy birthday', it made me feel like there was hope with us being friends. A couple weeks pass by. Then one night I get a text from you asking for forgiveness. I forgave you. We started talking again like before. But this time, I wasn't looking for a relationship, just a friendship.

Now here I am in Vegas, supposed to be having the time of my life, and after one night I feel like my whole trip was a waste. Having us plan this whole night out walking the strip, watching movies, then having dinner ended up being a waste of time. I told you from the start I hate flakes. And here you are, being so sure our plans will fall through, when instead they fell flat. It's not even the fact that I wasted my time getting ready, or waiting 3 hours for you to show. It's the fact that you always find a way to disappoint me. You build me up, just to break me down. So here's to you, I can't be best friends with someone who always disappoints me, who puts me down and makes me feel like the ugliest person in the world, like I'm a nobody. Where do we stand? I really don't know. But as for 'us', I'm done with that chapter in my book. I never thought I'd live the day when I was actually done with us. But I guess you proved me wrong. GAMEOVER.

DAY 6.

Today was a waste of a day. Someone flaked out on me, again. I'm so irritated right now. Not only did I waste my time getting ready, but I wasted an outfit, AND I made myself look stupid in front of my family. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! Thanks a lot for ruining my night asshole.

DAY 5.

Today must have been the only boring day I've had here. Went to LV Town Square. That place is huge! It's like a mini town of all the good stores in the world ^__^ Except, sadly there was no American Apparel. I TRIP?! Didn't do much shopping. Finally went to H&M. Once again, another store I expected more from. Found some stuff, but my mom was rushing me so I ended up not buying it -__- I'll probably go back sometime this weekend before I leave. Ate at CPK. And then slept the whole ride home. Had plans to go out, but it was cancelled. Hopefully I don't get flaked out on tomorrow.

DAY 2, 3, & 4.

RECAP
On Monday I went shopping with my family at Premium Outlet. It's official, people in LV are rude. Yeah, mom was totally gonna beef the bebe worker. Here's a tip, if you hate your job, then quit betch. On the plus side, I bought me purple vans ^__^ I think that's about it for this day?

Yesterday went shopping with my family again at Meadows Mall. Honestly, I don't like Meadows Mall, it's kinda boring -__- I was pretty much in it for the ride. Got Wendy's on the way home. All I've been eating was fast food since I've been here! Fat much? Took a two hour nap, then got ready to go out with Rick and his family. I swear it took 20 minutes for them to find me. It was kinda my fault though, I gave the wrong street directions xp Went to get Jamba Juice before heading to Fashion Show mall. Yeah, people in LV are crazy drivers. Got to Fashions around 6:30. Went to the ABC store cause Rick's baby sister wanted hot cheetoes. Btw, it was her birthday. Ran into like his whole family in there. Coincidence? Really nice people. His nephew's cute and his cousin Jessika is pretty ^__^ Walked around a bit. Found this zebra print shirt, but they never had my size. The guy said we'd find it at Planet Hollywood. So we went there afterwards. Ended up shopping at Metropark and Urban Outfitters. Yeah, Urban Outfitters wasn't all what I expected. My number one store here is American Apparel ;] Was supposed to walk the strip, but we had to get Rick's cousin and baby sister home. So we dropped them off home then went to go eat at iHop. Except, they were closing in 15 minutes and we didn't wanna be rude customers. So we ended up eating at Denny's. I treated that poor betch! See, I'm a nice person 0=) Yaddi yaddi ya, got home and crashed.

So today I went back to Fasion Show mall with my madre, kid bro, and baby cousin. Who knew you could walk around a damn mall for 3 hours?! Talked to Mallory for a bit. Caught up on each others bullshit life story xp Afterwards, went to Premium Outlet, again. Bought more stuff from American Apparel ;D It's official, American Apparel is my favorite store in the world! Surprisingly after all this shopping, I only spent $200. Got home around 4 and chilled a bit. Around 5:30, went with the family to Mini Gran Prix ^__^ Who knew how much fun go kart racing is? After 20 minutes of deciding where to eat, we finally decided on Chili's. One of the best meals since I've been here, I must say. And for dessert, I got strawberry cheesecake to go ;] Each day I spend here, makes me wanna move here after high school. Maybe?

DAY 1.

After 6 hours, 2 planes, and 1 stop over, I finally made it to LV. The flight from Hawaii to San Fran wasn't so bad. Slept the whole ride here. Arrived to San Fran around 4:45 in the morning. The temperature was at 50 degrees! Gossiped with my mom. Updated her with everything going on in my life. I even talked to her about my baby sister. She seems fine with it. Speaking of, I went to go see baby AV last night before the airport. She's really tiny, like really. Hopefully she'll be out of the hospital soon ^,^ Mmk, back to subject. Slept the whole plane ride from San Fran to here. Stepped outside and man was it freezing -__- I LOVE THE WEATHER HERE!

Anyways, I'm pretty much settled in at my aunty's house. Gonna go drive around, get used to the area. Hopefully I can find a Jamba Juice near by >;] Alrighty, bbl.

EDIT

Went to iHop, service was bad. Go figure. Then we went to pick up our rental car. We got to choose any car straight out of the parking lot, I chose the turquoise car >;] My mom said that it's loud. But we got it anyways xp Afterwards we drove around. Ended up at Wally World ^,^ It's so much cheaper here than at home >__<

Don't know what my plans are for tomorrow.

I'll keep you posted.

(:

LV BOUND.

So I'm supposed to be packing right now, but I'm really lazy. Go figure. At least there's a marathon of Keeping Up With the Kardashians playing on E. Anyways, dad's gonna pick me and Dylan up around 5:30 to go to the hospital. I'm finally gonna see my baby sister ^,^ Afterwards, we're gonna meet up with mom at the airport. Our flights at 9, we arrive at San Fran at 5AM. Then we have an hour til kill before we board the plane. We finally get to LV around 8:30.

Mmk, this was a pointless post.
I'll be back from my trip on the 14th.
(:

1 DOWN, 3 TO GO.

So this is officially my first post on blogspot.

Today was the last day of 1st term and I'm relieved to say that I'm passing all of my classes. Today is also my last day in Hawaii. I'm pretty much gone the whole fall break. I'm pretty excited to leave this damn rock. It's been 2 years since I've last rode a plane anywhere! Anyways, tonight is our homecoming game and I'm not going. I don't know, I really don't see the point in going since varsity isn't playing. Four years in high school, and I haven't gone to a single homecoming game. I think that's a record? My back-up plan was to go to Ohana Fair, but everyone wants to do their own thing. So I'm pretty much just staying home. I'm actually glad cause now I get to catch up on my sleep after a week of stressing! Oh yeah! I finally got to hookah again after a long period of time >;]

Hmph. I have a lot of thoughts running through my head, but I don't know where to start. Let's start with last week Friday - my baby sister was born (: Sad part is, she's two months premature and is underweight -__- But I know she'll be okay. I'm actually happy to be a big brother all over again, especially now that this time around it's a girl. What else happened this past week? Oh! Homecoming performance was on Monday, and I think 96706DS did a pretty good job >;] Spirit week wasn't so 'spirited' like before. But I really liked the Flashy Fasion 80's theme! Oh and the seniors beat juniors in powderpuff! Which means we broke the curse of seniors always losing to juniors every year. So good job to them as well.

Let's talk about 'senior year'. I'm not having as much fun as I should be, nor is it as chill as everyone else says it is. Good thing is I'm actually getting involved with school activities. I think ever since welcome back assembly was cancelled, it pretty much went downhill after that. And then Claire left to Slovakia, after that I completely stopped going to 4th period for like 10 days I think? Our new teacher, Mr. Steez, seems like a total shithead. I know for a fact I won't enjoy brit lit for the rest of 1st semester. But I'll put up with it for the sake of my grade.

Next there's dance team. Can you say dramarama?! Many disagreements and miscomunication between everyone. The biggest issue is 'favortism' which I find is total BULLSHIT. I hate when people complain that there's favortism when they're the exact people who: miss practice un-excused, show up late, have side conversation, and have a poor fucking attitude. I show respect to those who show respect to me and the rest of the squad. So clearly it's not favortism, it's people who: show up to practice everyday, doesn't complain when they don't understand choreography and actually bothers to ask questions, and has a good attitude on everything. These people EARN their respect and actually DESERVE it.

Now the main thing of all, my friends. A few of the most important people in my life, but also the ones who sometimes make me question our 'so called' friendship. Over the past six years I've made a whole bunch of friends. Even people I never would've thought I'd ever be friends with. I've learned that friendships come and go, but the true friends are the ones who remain their no matter who you are or become in the long run. So tell me, where does your friendship with me stand?